hate_ocd.123
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- 5y
Jas Jas
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- 5y
Im going through the same thing rn
Jas Jas
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- 5y
I feel like I don’t care about being with the same sex but then I do
hate_ocd.123hate_ocd.123
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- 5y
Same man same. I just don’t wanna be with a girl but I’m scared I do and I’m repressing it. Cause I’m now suddenly uncomfortable around boys when I’m normally friends with all And I’ve been really like attracted to guys lately and then I get scared when I’m feeling like that it’s also with girls Like I’m scared I like guys in my head and the thought sounds nice but not real life:( But girls I’m more comfortable around rn but I see them as sisters?? Like ever since I was a kid I’d be like “now we’re sisters cause we’re so close” Idk I’m rlly scared I’m attracted to girls and just repressing ti
Jas Jas
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- 5y
@hate_ocd.123 yeah me too , except for me i get nervous around grls because im scared i might like them
Jas Jas
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- 5y
@hate_ocd.123 I don’t know what’s real literally don’t know
hate_ocd.123hate_ocd.123
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- 5y
@Jas I know how you feel. I get nervous sometimes too that I may like them or I wouldn’t mind doing stuff but the whole thing I’ve come to realize is I don’t want to and I’m going to chose what I want to do and what I don’t want to
holleyholley
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- 5y
SAMEEEEEEE
ShiningBrightShiningBright
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- 5y
I felt this way for a long time but not being anxious or bothered is a good thing it means it’s just a thought . I know it’s easier said than done because I have severe TOCD right now and it’s a monster .... it’s so discomforting to the point I wake up out of my sleep wanting to cry and sometimes I feel like I act like a boy or a boy trying hard to be a woman but because I do ERP I know they are just thoughts .... it’s scary because my womanhood is the absolute most important thing to me so it’s hard but I don’t get anxious as much because I know I will never act on my TOCD . Also OCD can be very illogical at times so pay close attention to that. All will be well you guys we are strong people ❤️❤️❤️❤️
ellahellah
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- 5y
I think this is our OCD’s way of trying to hold on to us even as we’re starting to get better. Not feeling anxious about your thoughts probably means you’ve done a good job of accepting the uncertainty. But OCD wants us to stay anxious, so it’ll then make us anxious about the fact that we don’t feel anxious lol it’s the worst. OCD is always gonna try to find a loophole! I saw another post where someone said their therapist told them that every thought you have related to your theme is OCD - framing it that way has definitely helped me!
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geodrimilis
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- 15w
Hocd is literally a clown in my head.
Like I can’t think straight. This is making me doubt everything I’ve thought about myself and even makes me feel like I like the thoughts when I know I don’t. Like I would be less anxious at a time while I still have the thoughts and my mind would go “oh so you like it you must be gay” or the other one where I’m not anxious and I think of my attraction for girls that I’ve had my whole life and my mind goes “see now you’re not into them you’re gay” like it’s so stupid but so effective. I clearly remember being into girls my whole life but my mind is making me believe that all these attractions and feelings for women were all fake or “a thing of the past”. But I can still get aroused by women but I have this weird anxiety going on which brings these sensations/feelings and it’s so weird. Today I’ve spent my whole day thinking about it like I’ve been doing for 5 months now. I know that this aint normal but my mind just won’t let me live in peace. I never cared about my sexuality cuz I simply liked women my whole life but now my sexuality is a fundamental philosophy. I hate this.
mattis!
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- 12w
Feels so real
I don’t know if it’s SOOCD. I no longer feel anxious in the moment when I think about women, and it’s like my imagination wants me to think about it and get aroused. I don’t want to be gay, but maybe I am after all. In my life I haven’t been so sexually driven before (when I was living with a man, or when being single) but now all I can think about is having sex with a woman. I don’t want to, but somehow my body does and it feels like my mind have changed to accept it to.. feel so sad This all started around 4 weeks ago..
geodrimilis
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- 11w
My life is over
I won’t explain this again if you’ve been or going through it you know what I’m talking about. I felt good about women about an hour ago and now I’m worrying again I’m anxious and the groinals are back and it’s so annoying because I can’t study. And honestly I’m so sick and tired of this. I’ve been a girl crazy my whole life and my mind randomly decides “well what if you are gay” like bro. I’ve never seen a guy that way and in general IT WAS NEVER SOMETHING I THOUGHT ABOUT OR ASSOCIATED MYSELF WITH. IVE NEVER FELT ANYTHING TOWARDS A MAN AND NOW IT FEELS LIKE IT RANDOMLY FLIPPED. I CANT DO THIS BRO. WHY WOULD THIS HAPPEN IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH INSECURITIES ALREADY AND MY ATTRACTION WAS THE ONLY REAL THING I HAD LEFT AND NOW THIS. HOW MUCH DO YOU HATE ME GOD.
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