hate_ocd.123
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- 5y
Jas Jas
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- 5y
Im going through the same thing rn
Jas Jas
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- 5y
I feel like I don’t care about being with the same sex but then I do
hate_ocd.123hate_ocd.123
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- 5y
Same man same. I just don’t wanna be with a girl but I’m scared I do and I’m repressing it. Cause I’m now suddenly uncomfortable around boys when I’m normally friends with all And I’ve been really like attracted to guys lately and then I get scared when I’m feeling like that it’s also with girls Like I’m scared I like guys in my head and the thought sounds nice but not real life:( But girls I’m more comfortable around rn but I see them as sisters?? Like ever since I was a kid I’d be like “now we’re sisters cause we’re so close” Idk I’m rlly scared I’m attracted to girls and just repressing ti
Jas Jas
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- 5y
@hate_ocd.123 yeah me too , except for me i get nervous around grls because im scared i might like them
Jas Jas
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- 5y
@hate_ocd.123 I don’t know what’s real literally don’t know
hate_ocd.123hate_ocd.123
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- 5y
@Jas I know how you feel. I get nervous sometimes too that I may like them or I wouldn’t mind doing stuff but the whole thing I’ve come to realize is I don’t want to and I’m going to chose what I want to do and what I don’t want to
holleyholley
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- 5y
SAMEEEEEEE
ShiningBrightShiningBright
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- 5y
I felt this way for a long time but not being anxious or bothered is a good thing it means it’s just a thought . I know it’s easier said than done because I have severe TOCD right now and it’s a monster .... it’s so discomforting to the point I wake up out of my sleep wanting to cry and sometimes I feel like I act like a boy or a boy trying hard to be a woman but because I do ERP I know they are just thoughts .... it’s scary because my womanhood is the absolute most important thing to me so it’s hard but I don’t get anxious as much because I know I will never act on my TOCD . Also OCD can be very illogical at times so pay close attention to that. All will be well you guys we are strong people ❤️❤️❤️❤️
ellahellah
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- 5y
I think this is our OCD’s way of trying to hold on to us even as we’re starting to get better. Not feeling anxious about your thoughts probably means you’ve done a good job of accepting the uncertainty. But OCD wants us to stay anxious, so it’ll then make us anxious about the fact that we don’t feel anxious lol it’s the worst. OCD is always gonna try to find a loophole! I saw another post where someone said their therapist told them that every thought you have related to your theme is OCD - framing it that way has definitely helped me!
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Anonymous123
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- 23w
I'm so convinced it's just denial
I feel sick to my stomach, a few days ago I knew I was straight and could picture my life with my bf again. The anxiety has really lessend and Im more depressed now. I'm 100% convinced I am lesbian even tho I have never had sexual attraction to women, found them pretty but never wanted to be with them. My mind is only picturing me being with women now and it feels like a pit in my stomach. I don't feel emotion now, I'm also on my period. I don't want to be lesbian. I want to be with my boyfriend and have the life I pictured with him. My memory is so dissorted right now. I don't think there's anything wrong with being lesbian, it's just not for me and now that makes me feel like I'm homophobic.
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Masc4lesb
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- 16w
LESBIAN WITH SO-OCD
hi i’m a lesbian! and i have known im a lesbian for a really long time and i have a sweet girlfriend of 1 year. it all started when i saw this masc lesbian come out as straight, after that i had my guy friend over and he’s a sweet guy and he was flirting with me (he didn’t know i was gay) im not sure but i panicked and my brain froze and i was like “do i like him”, ever since my brain has been over worked 24/7 for 2 months now and it’s spiralling constantly. im trying to control it but all these thoughts are so disgusting and my brain tries to put him and i in scenarios that make me uncomfortable and i feel panic and i hate it. i have always been comfortable being a lesbian and i still am comfortable as a lesbian, but i dislike these thoughts i have about him and men and i want it to be over. i do not want to experiment with men even tho my brain is telling me i do, i find it disgusting and i dread it, i have a sweet girlfriend and i want to be with her forever, i do not imagine anything with any men and i hate these thoughts. im scared of becoming bisexual/straight one day and i hate hearing sexuality is fluid. its a whole mix of comphet and so-ocd
anonymous1348
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- 15w
hocd
I don’t know what to do anymore, this started nearly a year ago and caused so much stress and panic attacks over the thought of loosing my boyfriend. Now it just feels real and that he always liked girls and suppressed it (but like the boys i always liked in the past were real feelings they had to be and with my boyfriend i love him) but i haven’t got much anxiety now feels like i want the thoughts and that they don’t bother me even tho they used to, this seems to happen every time i get a lil better, idk just feels so true and that’s what i acc want with no stress, just a lil scared.
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