valentina01
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- 5y
tylee161tylee161
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- 5y
If you ever wanna chat, that would be great, it can get really lonely. ☺️
valentina01valentina01
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- 5y
Thank you you are so kind. Also thank you for supporting everyone on the chat you’re kindness is not going unpaid. I would appreciate to talk to someone about it
tylee161tylee161
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- 5y
@valentina01 Aw of course, anytime just tag me in something or whatever (idrk how to communicate w anyone specifically on this app). I know how painful and relentless this theme is and honestly it really takes a big part out of your identity and you can feel really lost. Just know that you are certainly not alone and that we are gonna get through this ❤️
valentina01valentina01
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- 5y
@tylee161 Can we text through other apps? Snap insta? If you don’t feel comfortable with that that is totally fine no pressure on my end 😁
steaks3steaks3
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- 5y
Hey I’m dealing with what you have and it’s scary because I do love being a girl. It made me question everything about my myself wether I was acting masculine more than feminine. And sometimes I’d convince myself that my voice is deeper than usual. I would have annoying thoughts about a a different gentilla and it’s made me so uncomfortable. Till this day I still have thoughts about being transgender. But i tell myself it could be true and it’s also couldn’t. If you need anyone to talk to I’m always here.
tylee161tylee161
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- 5y
I know exactly what your talking about, it’s honestly horrible. I don’t know whether I’m in denial sometimes even though I know I don’t want to be a boy.
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 5y
I’ve also recently just started going through this even though I haven’t ever questioned it until one random thought a few weeks ago. I guess it helps to know we’re not alone in this. I find myself thinking ‘I wish I could just be happy with being a girl again’ and then im like..I don’t want to be a boy what am I thinking. Mine stemmed from hocd, which pops up every now and then too, and it just reminds me that it is really just ocd and we can get through it :)
tylee161tylee161
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- 5y
I am so sorry that this new theme has popped up, I’m sure your aware of how awful it is. I’m not trying to give you reassurance here but I read somewhere online that if you wish to go back to how you felt before these thoughts it is very likely you are not trans. But I know your thoughts will tell you otherwise. If you ever need to chat, I’m always here bc i to am struggling with this theme ❤️
tylee161tylee161
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I have think I have trans ocd and it is relentless. Just know that your not alone! I’ve always loved being a girl and then one day after watching a docu on a trans male, the thought popped in my head. A little mantra I tell myself to get calm and be mindful is “maybe yes, maybe no” and literally say that to every single thought in your head. I know they sounds so scary but I found that it made a difference for me xx
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