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- tasha123
- Date posted
- 5y ago
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- deputydeandeputydean
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Well, given how in OCD we're compelled to seek reassurance, I'll try to put it this way. Sometimes for reasons we can't pinpoint we fall out of love. It could be related to some fear of abandonment. Did you recently do through a very bed break up?
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- CBLCBL
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- 5y ago
Tasha123 I’m right there with you. I had the same horrible thoughts and it was debilitating. This went on for months before I knew it was OCD. I finally broke down and went to see a psychiatrist and that’s when I was diagnosed with OCD. Don’t worry, you aren’t falling out of love. You’re just suffering from OCD. Honestly, I had to go on a very low dose of medication to initially help with coping. I never wanted to go down the medication path but I’m so glad I did. Try talking to your psychiatrist about medicine. Then once you get a grasp on your thoughts, begin Cognitive Behavioral Therapy with a certified therapist. During that time, you’ll begin to find ways to cope with those thoughts and before you know it, you’ll be ready to drop the meds and move on with your life. Good luck!
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- NotbotNotbot
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I've had this several times whilst with different boyfriends-although it always passed and was never the cause of a break up! People with OCD tend to be very moral, and OCD also attacks the things you care about the most, so it's natural that if you notice someone else your OCD jumps on it and tells you you love them and are going to break up your current relationship. Do you know what compulsions you are doing? Reassurance seeking, avoidance etc? Try and stop doing them and sit with the feeling till it passes. So hard I know. But you will get through it!! People with OCD are naturally very strong ?
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- deputydeandeputydean
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- 5y ago
I fear not being able to fall in love. So it doesn't seem so far fetched
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- tasha123tasha123
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Any advice please?
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- Cat_attack Cat_attack
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Same! It’s with someone I work with though, and I don’t get false memories, just more “ideas” of how much happier I’d be with him instead of my boyfriend. Because him and I can talk and have so much more in common. When in reality I’ve maybe had 5 conversations with this guy and he has recommended me to listen to some songs, which I would listen to. We like similar music. And in my head I have convinced myself because of this we’re actually meant to be, not my boyfriend and I. Writing it down here makes me realize how stupid this is, how it doesn’t make any sense and it’s actually kind of laughable. But in my head it definitely isn’t and is scary
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- Stacey08
- Date posted
- 5y ago
OCD is ruining my life. I thought I had my recovery down & have done so well for almost 7 months. Then this week I had an intrusive thought I couldn’t get rid of - my brain convincing me that I’m in love with somebody else when I am absolutely not. I adore my boyfriend and I’m currently away traveling with him. He struggles to understand my thoughts and struggles with his reaction to it and overthinks my thoughts that I didn’t even want to have. :( please if anyone has any advice, I’m desperate as I can’t lose the love of my life over OCD.
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- allyjaz
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- 5y ago
I’m feeling like I don’t like him and don’t want to anymore. Before it was ROCD thoughts and I felt guilt about not knowing. Can ocd convince me I don’t like him when I want to. I really want to continuing loving my boyfriend!!! Does anyone one experience this or anything similar?
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- sofiarenee
- Date posted
- 1y ago
relationship ocd. so tired.
so back in july i made a mistake of going behind my partner’s back and hanging out with an old guy friend (who i had a romantic past with) and while i was hanging out with him i had a great time but man my thoughts were going crazy. i found him attractive, funny, etc. i’ve known him for years and everytime we would talk i felt there was some type of tension. like romantic or something. well i felt it again when we hung out and immediately regretted it because i know i love my boyfriend a lot and i felt like a horrible person for doing something like that. i couldn’t hide it from him any longer than i did (not even 3 days) so i told him and he got really upset. at the time i didn’t know what i want, either my boyfriend or that friend. i decided to stay with my boyfriend and ever since i’ve been getting crazy intrusive thoughts about my old friend (i blocked him so i don’t have contact with him). a few months later (now) i know that i want and love my boyfriend, i don’t want to be with anyone else. but i’ve been getting so many intrusive thoughts about that guy and seeing certain posts just remind me of him even when i don’t want them to. then my brain starts to spiral - ‘what if you actually want to be with him instead and you’re just in denial right now’ or something like ‘you dont love your boyfriend, if you did you wouldnt be having these thoughts’ and i’m just so..drained. i’m so tired of thinking about this guy, i seriously don’t want to think about him. i just want to be happy with my boyfriend. i keep telling myself i know what i want, because i do. i want to be with my bf and i want to be happy with him…i love him so much. but my brain just tries to tell me otherwise. i know i messed up and i’m paying the price for it. maybe i do deserve this. i just wish i could erase everything, my past, etc. and just move on. my boyfriend doesn’t hold what i did against me but he’s well aware of what happened and i know how it made him feel. i would do anything to take it back because he doesn’t deserve that, he never did. and i seriously want to be better for him. but these constant thoughts i get are always getting in the way and almost making me feel hopeless. i haven’t told my bf about these thoughts because i’m worried he would take it the wrong way. i really don’t think i should tell him because i know for a fact it would send us both down a spiral and i don’t want that. but, ocd will always try to get what it wants. anyone else going through something similar? some common humanity would probably ease my mind a bit. (in a non-compulsive way. or maybe this is a compulsion. idk.)
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