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Honestly you might not like the advice I’m going to give you but I’m going to say it anyway. Please be careful - someone who wants to be your friend will not ask you for nudes and will not attempt to gaslight you into believing you lied to them. If he lied about his age once, who’s to say he hasn’t done it multiple times and won’t do it again? I’m also 17, about to turn 18, and if I discovered any of my friends were asking for nudes from a 15 year old I would be extremely concerned. While the gap might not seem like much to you now, that is like a freshman in college - or older - talking to a sophomore (I hope that’s right, I’m from the uk). I know internet culture is different from real life but it is not normal to seek out younger teenagers to be friends with. I really don’t want you to think I’m scolding you at all. I’m just worried for you and understand how distressing OCD thoughts can be. This is in no way your fault. But please be careful and if I’m completely honest I would stop speaking to him entirely. I’m here if you want to talk about anything. ❤️
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I also second this, I hadn't seen until I posted. I think we forget how different 15 and 18 years old is, when I think about myself at both ages my maturity levels were vastly different so it is concerning when 18 year old guys are okay with talking to 15 year old girls online. I'd also hate to think you're being taken advantage of assuming he knows you have OCD, so knows you might be a little vulnerable.
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also. he told me that he did tell me he was 18 but i don’t remember. now i’m saying to myself but what if i did see that but forgot. am i in the wrong
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@immagiveup35 No, that’s classic gaslighting. He’s lying to try and get out of trouble.
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@backtogiality but even if he did tell me at i still in the wrong for going ahead with it. i’m carrying a lot of guilt rn
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@immagiveup35 No. Like you said, it wasn’t even a nude and even if it was he was manipulating you. You’re not to blame here.
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I think if anyone was arrested it would be him for having pictures of a minor when he's an adult. I doubt the police will be alerted unless he wants to tell them his been talking to an underage girl online whilst lying about the fact that he's an adult. He sounds like a creep, I'd try to not to worry about the police being involved but as i said if they were you wouldn't be arrested as you're the innocent party in all this. Might I suggest without coming across like a judgemental bitch or an old person (I'm 24) not sharing pictures with people online, or if you are crop your face out of it so theres no way anyone can identify you, it's just because people dont always have the best intentions even when you do. I've shared pictures before with people online when I was round about your age and if I could I'd undo it because it is unnerving knowing someone has such pictures of you. Please try not to worry! He's the one in the wrong and like I said if the police were involved he'd be the one getting arrested.
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This is a great response! The part about cropping your face out is a great idea, because there’s no way for them to prove it’s you in the picture. I didn’t actually read the bottom line of your post and agree with Tanaya. There’s no way you’d be arrested, but I’d be cautious about talking to certain people online. If they lie about their age once, they’re likely to do it again.
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@backtogiality Yes, from what I know of the law here in the UK a minor can't get arrested for sending "suggestive" pictures to an adult and the police need to be alerted firstly for this to even be an issue but I get her anxiety around this man that seems untrustworthy having pictures of her in his phone.
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@Tanaya thank you so much both of you i’m from the UK too. and he did ask me for the pictures. but i’ll admit our msgs weren’t exactly PG but i assumed it was banter like i have with my friends. i’ve never sent a naked picture to anyone i was wearing a bra/bikini thing. i am still scared tho. i regret it deeply and i blocked him. i’m so so so so scared i’m going to be arrested. i’m convinced every police car is for me
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@immagiveup35 I know that paranoia, but everything is going to be okay. You’ve done nothing wrong and it’ll all work out.
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@backtogiality i feel like a bad person waiting to be arrested
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@immagiveup35 Resist that thought. You’re the victim in this situation - the only crimes that have been committed are by him. I’ve also been a victim of a predator before and know how that guilt feels, but none of this is your fault. Everything he has done he has done knowingly and that is on him. It’ll get better, I promise.
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@backtogiality thank you. i will admit my messages weren’t exactly ‘PG’ or whatever and therefore i feel like the bad one. sorry for bothering you i’m just really panicky rn
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@immagiveup35 You’re not bothering me in the slightest! I can promise you you will NOT be arrested. He’s the only one to have done something legally wrong.
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@backtogiality thank you. that is what i needed to hear;)
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@backtogiality can i ask. the paranoia is really bad. how do i calm myself down. i keep blaming myself
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You have done nothing wrong. Yes you shouldn’t have sent pictures to this guy. But he lied about his age and knowingly asked a 15 year old girl for nudes. I know he’s saying he thought you were 16 but I can assure you he’s lying and trying to make it seem like your fault. This man is grooming you and I think it’s best if you cut off communication with him. I saw you said you’re from the UK so you’re not going to get arrested because you haven’t broken any laws. He has, but you have not. I think you should tell an adult what is going on. I know it may seem like he’s a good guy but he from an outside perspective he sounds extremely creepy and you have to be extra careful who you’re talking to on the internet. Especially since he’s just now telling you he’s 18 which who’s to say he’s not lying about that too and could be even older. I know this isn’t advice for the ocd paranoia part of your question but I couldn’t scroll past without warning you to stop talking to this man.
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i have blocked him thank you for your help i really appreciate it
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Please dont feel bad! Even if your messages weren't PG you're a 15 year old girl and his an adult he should've known better! Theres also nothing wrong with expressing yourself sexually it doesn't make you a bad person by any means it's just important that the person your doing such things with is the same age and wont take advantage of you. We've all been young once and done things we've regretted, no ones perfect please dont beat yourself up over it.
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thank you so much. this is what i needed to hear. can i just ask. will i be arrested?
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@immagiveup35 No not to my knowledge. Have the police been alerted or are you just worried they might be? The most they'd do is tell you not to share pictures online for your own safety but they cant arrest you as you've not committed a crime 😊
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@Tanaya i’m scared they will. i will never send a picture again but i am still scared that i’ve done something illegal
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@immagiveup35 You will be fine, I'm aware that I'm giving you lots of reassurance which isn't good for OCD sufferers. You just have to allow this feeling to pass I know it's hard but eventually you wont be bothered much by it anymore. Might I ask is this one your OCD themes worrying that your a bad person or is it just general anxiety around the situation?
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@Tanaya i’m not sure. ever since i was about 9 i’ve had this thing where i have to make sure i don’t get arrested. i don’t know what it is but i’ve had many ‘your gonna be arrested’ scares
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@immagiveup35 Oh okay, that makes more sense now. If you've never been arrested then the chances of that happening now are very unlikely, let's put it this way theres people that have committed serious crimes and they've never been arrested. The police also arent that good at their job most times anyway. The way I see it is OCD uses this as one of your fears and it makes you hyper aware of not wanting to get arrested but you haven't committed a crime so that's not going to happen but my advice so you can try to overcome this fear a little is to say to OCD maybe I will get arrested or maybe I wont, I dont actually care. The less you try to reason with it the more control you will have. I've never been arrested before but I know it's not as bad as it is in the movies aslong as you comply with the police, I'm only saying this just to ease your anxiety around being arrested. It does also depend on what kind of police officer you're dealing with. Whilst I know this might be giving into OCD a little, it might be helpful to research on what you can and cant get arrested for going by your age group, just to help these anxious moments you have about it.
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@Tanaya thank you so much. i really appreciate your response
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@immagiveup35 You're welcome, we're all here to help however we can
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So one day a couple months ago I saw some posts on threads pop up on instagram and they said I’m 17 and horny and 18 and horny or I think I even remember see a 16 year old one. I’m 20 and I remembered that when those popped up I clicked on them and I don’t know if I did it out of true attraction or out of the urge to make my anxiety go away. I feel like often times if I see something that says any number under 18 even if it has nothing to do with age it could be talking about season 17 of a tv show my mind immediately goes what?? 17??? And then I click on it to make my anxiety go away. So when I remembered all of this I downloaded the threads app because I wanted to see if I could get reassurance and see if I could rekindle how I felt in these moments. When I opened the app all I saw was posts like that but everyone claimed to be 18. The only problem is none of the girls looked 18 they looked like 14-16 so I started to panic I and worry that because I clicked on the threads in the past it popped up more and I was a pedophile for that. All of the accounts all pretty much had only fans links so at that point I was like well they have to be 18 then but now I’m worried that maybe it’s a scammer and they are using underage pictures of girls and putting them on onlyfans. Which I know is out of my control but I just feel like a Pedo and like I did something wrong. Does anyone have any advice? Or have any similar situations/ similarities with this?
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Okay so I'm young. A bit young than u might Imagine. Me and my boyfriend where bored and I searched up gay porn js as a joke on google. It was completely blurred. And we where js talking about our truma, and personal stuff while literally just looking at the titles. And I saw a title. A title that has trumstixed me before (I saw the actual video before involving a minor. ) and I clicked on it, still heavily blurred to show my boyfriend the title. And i said baby this really effected me this video. And then I looked below it, same video, blurred. Different title. And I clicked on it to stupidly read the other title. And it FUCKING UNBLURRED. and I SCREAMED saying to my boyfriend if he saw it. And he said no he looked away. And he was so unfazed. And I asked chat gpt about it and it said what I done was NOT okay. Because I looked at child stuff on purpose? My heart has just SANK. self harm urges are back. INTENSE confession compulsions to my mum are back. What do I do. Please someone help.
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