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- 6y ago
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- 6y ago
Sex itself isn’t bad. It’s how we reproduce. It’s the misuse of it that is horrible.
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- 6y ago
You’re going to get castrated?! I think you’re not in the right mindset. Not trying to trigger you but sexual abuse isn’t just actual intercourse. It can be a multitude of things. And your thought life will still remain the same regardless. Your brain will still have these thoughts. You have OCD.
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- 6y ago
And sex is a wonderful thing. It brings life to the world. It can make you feel good. It’s healing. You’re stuck in these thoughts. Your OCD mind has you convinced you will do something terrible. Please find a specialist to talk to so that you can begin treatment. And stop reading about this on the Internet!!!! Of course you’re going to see the negative things online, that’s what sells.
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- 6y ago
This may be reassurance but I’m going to tell you this anyway. Sometimes, rape victims have an orgasm or feel their bodies respond sexually when they are raped. It doesn’t mean they enjoyed it. It doesn’t mean that’s what they wanted. It’s just the body responding to sex. So if you are aroused and in the process have a bad thought, you still may feel arousal anyway because your body is in that state.
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- 6y ago
You believe that’s the only way because your ocd is telling you that you’re a monster. You have to learn how to battle these thoughts. I had the same ones that hit around 15 and bothered me so badly. I don’t have them anymore but I know how hard it can be. You have to take control of this before it controls you.
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- 6y ago
Honestly they say that the majority aren't sexual abusers but it seems like that the ones that dont commit it are in the minority.
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- 6y ago
I dont know, reproduction is what creates sex abusers. I wouldn't want to create a child to have them suffer or to bring suffering unto others. I really need to get castrated asap, if for no other reason than seeking to minimize any damage that could occur.
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- 6y ago
Wait.....what?!?!
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- 6y ago
I just want to kill my sexual urges.
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- 6y ago
I am, but I cant see myself enjoying sexual activity at all. I just see a life of either self imposed solitary confinement (doesn't seem that bad to me as I'm pretty introverted) or pay the price. I believe that to treat my OCD or whatever issues I may have I would need to remove myself from sexuality. If this is going to be something I will live with for my entire life, I think I would feel better knowing that I had no ability to act on sexual desire
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- 6y ago
I agree with Ashley85 Please go get the help you need. Trust the dr on how to treat your ocd because your catastrophic thinking is messing with you.
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- 25w ago
18+! When I was child I was VERY hyper-sexual I’m not sure when it started. All I remember I was being very sexual with other kids at the time, I think I thought it was normal and nobody was stopping me either at the time so I had no idea I was in the wrong. I think I had to be 13 or 14 where it hit me out of nowhere that I was wrong. The floodgate of anxiety was horrible I had so much guilt it was eating me up. I had to stay home, I quit going to family gatherings, quit hanging out with new friends I’ve made, I cried a lot. Til this day I think about it everyday and the amount of guilt on my chest. If I could go back and change it all I would. I wish I could have a better understanding of me and why I was doing it. It’s the guilt and anxiety I deal with every single day. I never meant to hurt anyone.
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- 18w ago
Sorry if this is a bit of an odd post, but I’m wondering if there are any girls out there that have specifically struggled with shame around watching porn? A lot of my real-event ocd stems from watching that kind of content in the past, and for some reason it feels particularly taboo as a woman. As a young teen, I saw some genuinely disturbing things, and I think a lot of that was to do with having unrestricted access to the internet. However, despite lots of people telling me “that’s normal teen curiosity” it just never feels like it applies to me, and that I’m genuinely just a sexual deviant. I think because that kind of content is so graphic and overstimulating it’s really stuck in my brain, and I just wish I could turn back the clock and switch off the computer. I’ve recently been struggling with doing typical ‘girly’ stuff because I feel tainted and gross, and I just want to get back to feeling myself again.
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- 12w ago
TW warning: ZOCD, real events, and animal neglect. I feel like if I'm nice to animals or think about having a pet in the future I'm being a hypocrite, one of the things i saw at 10-12 years old because of my porn addiction and exposure were horrible videos involving animals, and i had a kitten at 9 years old, i didn't know the responsibility of having a pet, yet i loved my cat very much and when we couldn't take it to the vet because we didn't have money, it came back with wounds, bleeding, i cried a lot and i regretted so much having been so inconsiderate and dumb to ask for a cat when we didn't have money or the appropiate place to keep it safe. My parents refused to take him to the vet or a shelter, and one day it ran away from home and never came back. I feel like i'll never be able to interact normally or have a pet without being a hypocrite. I'm horrible
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