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- 3y ago
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- 3y ago
I have terrible ROCD as well. I can relate to this. You have to just remember that you have the infinite power of choice. Love is not a thing that is there or it isn’t. Love is a CHOICE. I highly recommend watching “Awaken Into Love” on YouTube. They saved my relationship. I learned about ROCD and that’s how I found out what I was truly going through. Please watch them if you don’t already. I wish the best for you and your partner.
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- 3y ago
Yes awaken into Love is amazingly helpful and made me feel less alone. 💜 would recommend to anyone suffering from rocd and relatio ship anxiety 🥺💜💜
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- 3y ago
I’m in a similar position, woke up this morning with so much doubt. This has always been a thing in every dating stage which has caused me to break up , with this one i’ve been dating for like 2 months or so , i’d say it’s to early to have love but my feelings are confusing, they seem intense and i like being with her but when i start thinking be that alone or with her i tend to go off her, What i’m looking for is that feeling of attraction , although it’s only been 2 months i beat myself up and question every little thing because it’s not always there. What also confuses me is the fact i’m a man , and have stopped masturbating because i feel it makes me feel more down. So therefore i have a strong sexual desire for her , so when i feel like i don’t like her and i still want to have sex with her, it feel like maybe i don’t acc like her it’s confusing.
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- 3y ago
It’s like I don’t want to choose him anymore… everytime I mention about breaking up to my friends I start crying badly… why would I cry if I didn’t love him? I cry really badly… it’s even hard to talk to my partner now… 😞 it’s like I have no interest… but yesterday I was able to say I love him and give him a kiss… I think the reasons why I have the break tendencies is bc I am so tired of fighting. All I do is cry when I have a chance to be alone… I want to love him again. If you read my new post you’ll see what my friends were talking about to me yesterday
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- 19w ago
I did an erp and I was thinking over and over again “I want to be with girls I just don’t want others to find out” and then it felt like a moment of yeah that is what I want. It felt really real I can’t believe it’s not. I wasn’t anxious about it. It felt completely like me and even when I tried to deny it like it was a true realization and that I wanted it to be true. I can’t do this. What do I do!!! Erp suggestions?
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- 18w ago
It feels like I’m lying to myself constantly and everyone. There feels like there is a weight on my heart from the moment I wake up till I go to sleep. I don’t want to be gay. Idk why it doesn’t register. Now everyone I see I have to see if I’m attracted to them. I see good looking men and I feel like I’m lying to myself that they are good looking, I see women and I see if im attracted to them. I look at everyone and I feel jealous. I want my fucking life back. But now my OCD (if this is even OCD) is telling me I was never happy and I was always suppressing my feelings of being gay. Why is this happening? Can OCD do this? I can’t enjoy anything ever.
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- 17w ago
im having a unusually hard flare up for two months. ive never had it this bad before (ive had this on and off for many years - thank god not constantly.) lately, i keep having these images in my head and scenarios in my head of me "coming out" in the future and ending my relationship with my amazing fiance who i love dearly. he knows everything but i still feel like i am constantly lying to him, my family, and friends. i need to know that this is something the SO-OCD can do to you? the weird thing is, is that i have never been attracted to woman. i do admire their beauty and wish to LOOK like them or have a specific feature they have, but i dont have any urges to like be with them yet i am dealing with this really bad flare up. My brain keeps telling me that since i have never tried it, i would never know, and i am just getting really distressed from it. i just want to be happy again and it seems impossible. I am convinced i am only person that is using SO-OCD as an excuse. Any guidance or advice, or anything really, will help. i just feel alone and scared and sad all the time.
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