I misunderstood the payment plan and I can’t afford to continue therapy. I’m very sad and I feel like I’ll never get better. I don’t want to do anything or talk to anyone. I’m really just going to give up.
It’s always darkest before the dawn. Please don’t give up. Ali greymond on YouTube is awesome. I think her focus on eliminating rumination is critical. The book the power of now by eckart tolle also.
Hi, maybe talk to your insurance provider. Also maybe consider starting a GoFundMe to help pay for your appointment expenses. Best wishes ❤️and please don’t give up.
You will get through this sweetheart. Believe in yourself, and if you cannot afford it now - doesn’t mean it’s all over and that you won’t get better. Take it day by day. Like someone else above said, it’s always darkest before dawn. You can and will get better. Just know you are not alone!!
Thank you so much everyone. I really appreciate you guys.
Maybe you can try applying for state welfare insurance?
@Anonymous Thank you. I do have Missouri Medicaid but unfortunately it’s not yet accepted by NOCD.
Do you get insurance from your work?
I tried contacting NOCD, but they said that they didn't accept my insurance, and even if they did, I'd have to provide co-payment. I felt devastated because I'm afraid of going to a therapist who will misunderstand me. I can't afford therapy at the moment but I might be able to in a few months. Are there any alternatives for self therapy?
I feel really scared and worried that the therapist I find on NOCD might not be effective, and instead of getting better, I might end up feeling worse. I’m afraid that if I don’t feel any progress, I’ll want to switch therapists, but my mom might get impatient with me. I worry that she’ll lose faith in therapy, stop paying for it, and think it’s a waste of time and money. I know therapy takes time and it’s not a quick fix, but I’m scared that things won’t go the way I hope. What if I don’t connect with the therapist? What if they don’t understand my OCD as well as I need them to? I’ve already been struggling so much, and the thought of going through another disappointment is exhausting. I’m only 14, and I feel stuck because I can’t manage this on my own. I need help, but I also need my mom to stay patient and supportive through this process. I’m scared that if things don’t improve fast enough, she’ll give up on paying for therapy. I don’t know what to do, and it’s making me feel really anxious. I just want to get better, but what if nothing works out?
I’m feeling kind of sad cause today was not a really good day in terms of my ocd. I was feeling kind of foggy/numb and that send me to spiraling. I’m 21 years old currently studying but my family has been having trouble with money for the last couple years(we’re just me and my mom) and I kinda want to get a job but everything is far from my home and I wouldn’t be able to return back at night, also it’s either way more expensive to move or the schedule wouldn’t let me take my classes. The point is that because of that every time my mom is stress tends to treat me bad, she speaks to me like I’m stupid or she just screams to nothing cursing all life and everything and that actually makes me feel soo bad and guilty for not doing anything, I know it’s hard for me to get a job that actually helps us without quitting school but that doesn’t stop me from feeling like I’m a burden. I want to help, I want to maybe hug her or something but I know she will be angrier and probably will reject it. So that’s it, I just feel like she punishes me for the stress she’s carrying and I get it but one day is happy and it feels like all love and the next is treating me like that, Idk it’s hard (also I feel like I shouldn’t be saying this cause it’s all my fault) 🫤
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