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YouTube’s gonna YouTube. There’s always gonna be naysayers that ‘know all the answers’ in the comments sections. It’s rough to say, especially bc I’m suffering from harm ocd myself, unfortunately the chance of discrimination is always gonna be high, especially with harm or POCD. That said the OCD resources we have at our disposal is only growing. 16 years ago I only learned about OCD several pages into a google search. Now I’m typing this message on an app that’s for OCD.

The problem is trying to make this suffering a purely scientific thing when it has metaphysical and philosophical implications. That's when psychiatry falls short if it doesn't aknowledges it.

I think it is the most HILARIOUS thing in the entire world when people who don’t have OCD go on the internet and say that it doesn’t exist. Like why don’t I give you my brain for a day and then tell me how you feel. There are people that truly believe the holocaust never happened. Can you imagine?? There are always going to be people who doubt. That’s why those of us who actually do have OCD need to rally together and support each other. We need each other to overcome this awful illness.

Just find your people honeybee! Some of my best friends can validate my anxiety but not my health issues. But we can always reach out to others for these talks. I think you are on the right track. Very mature for your age and already noticing some of the dysfunction on the “less sensitive” part of the spectrum. Don’t give the narcissists an inch just be true to you.

Really it’s so strange and disturbing that people care so much to take the time to tear others down instead of doing literally anything to Better themselves or enjoying their lives. They feed off of the hurt the cause and love the attention. You just hang in there and know that it’s a them problem and you don’t have to deal with their foolish problems.