- Date posted
- 1y ago
Struggling
Tough day today, sometimes I see no way out of this
Tough day today, sometimes I see no way out of this
As someone who’s felt this way before (and for a very long time I might add) I promise that there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. As much as it may not feel like it sometimes, life goes on and it DOES get better. The only constant in life is change, things will change and life will get a little lighter. Just hang in there. If you can, try doing just 1 thing for yourself today. Whether that’s going for a walk, focusing on drinking more water, or taking a nap, do something to take care of you. You got this.
I know it can feel so hard in the moment, please know that there is always hope. Even when it feels like there isn't.💛 Check out stories of others who are living in recovery. Sometimes just knowing you are not alone can be the first step to recovering. Please know that there have been many people who have experienced similar things to what you are who have gone on to get treatment and to live life to the fullest, in spite of their condition. You can get to a place where your life doesn’t feel consumed by these intrusive thoughts and feelings. There is so much hope. ERP has changed so many individual's lives. Check out some of their journeys in recovery- https://www.treatmyocd.com/my-ocd-journey
I feel like I’ll never lead a normal life again with OCD, my thoughts have begun to be convince especially about POCD. I feel like so sad and down that this will be my life forever. I’ll never get to fall in love again without intrusive thoughts. I’ll never be worth falling in love with. I can never be intimate again. I’m just done, my life is over. I can’t even look at my nephew and niece anymore without the smile fading. It feels like I’m so nasty and then my brain convinces me this is how I feel. That there’s some part of me that is a p*do and that’s it. I’m a disgusting human being for that. I just feel hopeless
i was in target and saw this kid who looked like my nephew and i didn’t a double take because i thought it was him i was gonna go say hi to him. it wasn’t him, but then my OCD intrusive thoughts popped in and made me want to throw up and run away and hide. it popped in my brain and i was immediately disgusted with myself. i wouldn’t ever do anything to harm a child. WHY IS MY BRAIN LIKE THIS I JUST NEED A BREAK.
Was just remembering and ruminating on extremely traumatic and disturbing drawings I looked at as a teen. I'm trying to move past it because I cannot go back and unsee what I've seen, it's so difficult though. Feeling like people would look at me with disgust and I don't deserve the love that I crave desperately.
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