- Date posted
- 1y
Isn’t it crazy how people without ocd have the same thoughts, they just don’t get anxious or do compulsions? It’s hard. I recently noticed that was feeling the same way. I didn’t think I was deserving of anything, but I realized that victimizing myself wasn’t really helping my case either it just kinda sunk me in further. Re-training your brain isn’t easy. I suggest to really try to get out of the victim mindset, this journey is yours and learning to have a good relationship with yourself is important. You deserve love no matter how you feel.
- Date posted
- 1y
i feel the same, i hope things begin to get better for you . you do deserve it
- Date posted
- 1y
Same here :( i also truly hope my guilt leaves me alone if i ever recover, bc it seems like it never will.
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
This is exactly what we all face in this battle. We're secretly perfectionists, so any uncomfortable thought is completely unacceptable and we deserve the cruelest punishment for the smallest thought. I've actually told people close to me that I'm the worst person to ever walk in earth because of my thoughts. Again...it's only a thought. We fear that the thought makes us what we are, that's not true, it's our values, our direction that's makes us who we are. And, we're imperfect and will make plenty of mistakes in our lives, so we need to go easy on ourselves, manage thoughts, self care. :-)
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
@bxygenius You're welcome. I just "followed" you. You touch my heart. 🙂❤️
- Date posted
- 1y
Also if you listen to music, I really like little simz. When I’m feeling really tired or blue I listen to broken by little simz, it’s a amazing song. :( <3
Related posts
- Date posted
- 25w
I feel like I’ll never lead a normal life again with OCD, my thoughts have begun to be convince especially about POCD. I feel like so sad and down that this will be my life forever. I’ll never get to fall in love again without intrusive thoughts. I’ll never be worth falling in love with. I can never be intimate again. I’m just done, my life is over. I can’t even look at my nephew and niece anymore without the smile fading. It feels like I’m so nasty and then my brain convinces me this is how I feel. That there’s some part of me that is a p*do and that’s it. I’m a disgusting human being for that. I just feel hopeless
- Date posted
- 21w
I’m really down and don’t have anyone i feel i can turn to. I’m just so tired of living as myself. I hate who i love with including myself. I feel so worthless. Having ocd on top of it makes me feel like im just a waste of space. I dont know how to stop feeling this way. Or if i deserve to. That’s all :(
- Date posted
- 20w
i feel miserable, i don't know who to turn to anymore. i had very bad periods in my life where i felt depressed and suicidal for years but nothing compares to this, not only i feel depressed but my ocd is at an all time high. idk what to do i Just want to cry. i feel like I'm a monster and it feels reasonable to see myself this way. im a horrible person who doesn't deserve any of the good things in my life
Be a part of the largest OCD Community
Share your thoughts so the Community can respond