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Isn’t it crazy how people without ocd have the same thoughts, they just don’t get anxious or do compulsions? It’s hard. I recently noticed that was feeling the same way. I didn’t think I was deserving of anything, but I realized that victimizing myself wasn’t really helping my case either it just kinda sunk me in further. Re-training your brain isn’t easy. I suggest to really try to get out of the victim mindset, this journey is yours and learning to have a good relationship with yourself is important. You deserve love no matter how you feel.

i feel the same, i hope things begin to get better for you . you do deserve it

Same here :( i also truly hope my guilt leaves me alone if i ever recover, bc it seems like it never will.

Also if you listen to music, I really like little simz. When I’m feeling really tired or blue I listen to broken by little simz, it’s a amazing song. :( <3