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If I’m honest I’m unsure, because I’ve also determined research as a compulsion of mine so in my unprofessional opinion I’d say you did have a compulsion, and that’s alright. I am a massive hypochondriac so I research any time I feel even slightly off and I’m certain it’s related to my OCD. End of the day you’re healing and trying and that’s what matters. Thoughts are just thoughts, it’s how you react to them that matters

You straight?