- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
i feel you. it’ll get better
- Date posted
- 1y
There’s a woman I watch on YouTube her name is (Chrissie Hodges) she has some really great videos of OCD and she’s funny. I hope that you look her up she’s my go to when I have these moments like you’re sharing check her out. I hope she can help and she has tons of videos of all different type of topics
- Date posted
- 1y
Thank you :)
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- 22w
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- Date posted
- 14w
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- Date posted
- 11w
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