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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 6y ago
I’ve also got the excessive checking OCD for the exact same reasons. I started taking meds in May after fighting it for so long and I’m glad I did. I find the anxiety around my compulsions (checking) have lessened significantly. Also I have learned to try to incorporate mindfulness when checking. In other words be 100% in the moment and confident in your checking. “I am locking the door, I am turning the key and listening to it lock, I am taking the key out, etc”. You get the idea. Be 100% in the present which is difficult for us who are always worrying about what “might” happen if we didn’t check it that hundredth time. Hope that helps. :)
Thanks! I tried meds but didn’t like the side effects. If things get worse I might try them again. I do some self talk while I do the process but maybe I’ll try to be mindful like you are doing. Thanks again.
Hi and welcome! What has your therapist said about it? If coping methods actually keep us from getting better, have you considered setting a limit to the checking, and just leaving the house after you’ve hit that limit regardless of how you feel? Then, once you feel comfortable, reduce that limit even lower? Our seeking comfort might feel good, but it’s also okay to feel discomfort, and in sitting with that discomfort, we can realize that we have locked the door, we have turned off the stove, put dog has enough water for the day, we have washed our hands enough, and we’re okay!
Hi, thanks for the reply. meditation was one suggestion. Another was setting a time limit and leaving no matter what. I am a teacher and I was doing well with that before the school year started. Last week, I tired the timer and things got worse. I am going to try to drive better this week with it.
Replace “dog” with “cat” and I could have written that. It’s been a long process of waves of OCD since I was a kid but now that I’m an adult and live on my own, the checking can get bad. However, we recently upped the dose on my meds and it does seem to be helping a little.
Thanks for the responses! I actually was doing some ERP before I went back to work. It helped some but without normal stressors like work I was doing better. Now that I’m back, There is an uptick the time and challenge it takes to get out. That being said today was a better day.
I do the same thing and one of the things I do to help myself is pay attention when I am checking and say to myself as I check I trust myself in my head and then leave.
And, as one of the rules of the community states, this is not a suggestion to do this without you and your therapist agreeing on it! Good luck!
It’s tough to leave, because that’s the whole point of the compulsions: they really do make you feel better right there and then once you complete the ritual, but they’re only keeping the obsession around. A therapist I saw did mention that, with ERP, it will get worse, because you’re literally exposing yourself to the triggers that cause the obsessive thoughts you’re trying to get rid of, but it’s the only way, aside from medication. What would your therapist think about you trying when you have a vacation so that you have time to focus on it without it getting in the way of work? No matter what, you’re not alone in this, we’re all on the same path and I’m by no means an expert on compulsion avoidance!
I have contamination OCD that causes me to excessively wash my hands/clean items with disinfectant wipes. I know I just need to start with small exposures but how do I do that without spiraling? I tried a while back by just touching the outside of my dishwasher and not washing my hands after and it led to me being unable to even exist in my house. I basically lived on my couch for three weeks as it was the only 'safe' space that I had not touched with my dirty hands. I had to take a week off work to clean my house to make it somewhat liveable. I still haven't got round to cleaning everything though so things like my kitchen are still no-go zones that I don't enter. I just don't know how to start ERP without it making everything worse. Any advice would be appreciated. I am not seeing a therapist at the moment due to financial constraints.
Hi, this is my first post. I am very nervous reaching out as I haven’t ever done so before publicly. I found out a year ago I had ocd and since then it’s been very clear that I have had it for a long time. I currently struggle with health ocd, death ocd, and I’m sure others as well, I always am scared I have or will develop an illness or schizophrenia. One thing I’m struggling with is depersonalization/derealization. I am under a lot of stress being in nursing school right now so maybe when I’m don’t with school I will feel better. Also I recently switched my medication to sertraline. I have been on it about a month and 1/2 but just increased my dose. It is worse when I first wake up. I am going to go see a therapist again once my PCP gets back to me with one that specializes in ocd. If anyone has had similar situations or recommendations to help me get back to feeling better that would be so greatly appreciated. I am also embarrassed to say I’m scared of getting schizophrenia. The obsessed with that began a year ago when I was taking psychology class. I became so afraid of getting it that I am constantly looking for signs or symptoms. It drives me bonkers. I would like to overcome that fear all together. Please give me advice. Thanks.
I’m so stressed, my mind is always telling me to recheck my messages that I sent because what if I said something racist, inappropriate or mean to the person I was messaging. Or what if I post something inappropriate or rude, the only way I can somewhat cope is by logging out of my socials every night. But even that is a long progress. Like I have to make sure to read every message I sent and that it’s safe for me to leave it for the night. And if it doesn’t feel right I have to log back in over and over until it looks and feels good to me. I’m so exhausted lol:,)
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