I’m going for my first run since my most recent OCD flare up last year. Running is a huge trigger for me so this will be a pretty big exposure. Hoping I get through it! I used to love running. 🥺
I ran a 5 min run. Doesn’t sound like much at all, but I cried after. I was able to finish it in spite of the “symptoms” of OCD.
You weren't crying. Your eyes were just sweating 😢😂
@Wolfram 😂
@emilytravelswild Yay!!! And those tears could have been tears of joy that you finished!
@Craycray413 They definitely were!
That's awesome! You are doing something *despite* OCD. Way to go. With the proper mindset you should fall in love with running all over again. Remember - "sometimes a thought is just a thought" + "I am not my thoughts" + "I can accept uncertainty" + "I can tolerate distress". Resist those compulsions. You got this! Crush OCD!!
@JB1020 Thank you! I really appreciate your comment and support!
Ahhh I am sending all the comfort and support your way! I too, have running as a trigger and slowly making my way back. YOU ARE WORTHY OF GREAT THINGS AND HAPPINESS! I like to call OCD the annoying parrot on my shoulder lol. So while you are running, it’s ok to pat the bird off your shoulder. The bird is just yapping nonsense into your ear just to be annoying. Nothing else. Good luck! If you remember, post on this so we can see how it went!
@Anonymous Thank you so much! Really appreciate the support!
Go for it. I'd even be willing to compete with you somehow as I need to start running. Healthy competition and encouragement helps
@Wolfram I’m always up for some healthy competition and encouragement. I’m using the Nike Run Club app if you’re interested. It’s free and they have all kinds of training programs. I joined the 5k one and did day 1 today.
@emilytravelswild I'll have a look at it. Well done
Let's go that is so amazing!!!
Woohoo!!! You got this!
Today I over came something that had been consistently bothering me with my contamination OCD and I'm over the moon I never thought I could do it yesterday the anxiety was there but I sat with and it faded I'm so happy thank you for all your support guys and I recently started working out and I feel much better To anyone out there struggling it gets better trust me a few months ago I was at the Lowest point in my life I couldn't even leave my house I failed really badly at school but now I can even go outside I try to socialize some days are harder than others and I've had a few hiccups along the way but it has gotten much better And I'm starting a recovery course for school to make up for my grades I'm so happy guys 😭then I can finally get into uni
(21+ ONLY: TRIGGER WARNING) I have therapy today and I’m nervous. I just started going to therapy and I really like my therapist. She talked to me about doing ERP and I’m really nervous about it. I’m scared to tell her the extent of my OCD, and my themes. I’m scared to tell her about my false memory OCD, because I’m scared that what I did was real and I’m just excusing it as false memory, although I have no memory of it. I’m scared that I am truly a monster and I’m using OCD as an excuse—and that she’ll find out and distance herself. I’m just scared that my whole world is gonna fall apart, all around me.
Earlier today I did some pretty high-level contamination exposure, inspired by my therapist, and now I'm listening to a triggering song on repeat — the very song that kicked off my first serious bout of OCD in high school. There is a part of my brain that is telling me I can't handle the song and that I should find a compulsion to do, but my goal is to have it in the background while I go about my self-care tasks. I'm already starting to get used to it 💪 How are y'all challenging your OCD today?
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