- Date posted
- 49w ago
It’s getting hard again
Can’t do this anymore. Been suffering from this for two years straight and it just keeps getting worse 😔
Can’t do this anymore. Been suffering from this for two years straight and it just keeps getting worse 😔
You can!.. I know it's hard but you can push forward. Trust me I understand how hard the past few years have been for me so I can only imagine what your going through. But that's why we are all here on this platform. Because we all feel similar struggles .. we all can do this .. including you! Stay strong!
@Anonymous Thank you for the strength I’m feeling slightly better today :)
I also had been dealing with harm ocd for two years combined with trauma, I still not fully recovered but through persistently doing other things each day, it helped though the progress is slow. In the past few days after I started taking a bigger dose of medication I am feeling much better..be patient and consider the options❤️
@Loranqadri Thank you a lot ❤️❤️ I hope you continue to get better
It hurts so much, so much pain, I want to give up, I feel like both conditions make each other worse, trying to fight back, trying so hard not to look for answers but this makes it so hard, I just..feel like I have very little hope, I'm so......so tired.
At this point I think I’m just tired. Took me a massive amount of strength to even type this. I’ve never had it this bad with anxiety depression and OCD. Firstly, how do you guys handle the trauma that comes with OCD. I recently realized Ive traumatized by own mind. I think this contributes to depression. Also, the thoughts frequency have gotten so high. It just literally jams its self in my brain. Before, I had some sort of control (at least a grip) but this days it’s so hard to try to get a grip. The unwanted feelings too? Omg, reactions that I literally can’t stand plagues me. My mind turns almost everything sexual. It’s crazy 🙃 Then the anxietyyyyyy! Wheew. I’m like a walking anxiety attack, my heart is always beating fast and it’s so painful. Working is so hard because I can’t get a grip, I feel so broken and I don’t think anyone can relate to this. I don’t know what I can do to help. Then the pressure in my head (that causes headache sometimes), sometimes I genuinely think I have a tumor! I’m pregnant so that makes it sadder, makes me wonder what kind of mother this beautiful soul is coming out here to meet. I don’t want to be a sad mother, and I cry more when I realize my child can feel what I feel rn in my belly😔. Another thing, the moment I don’t wanna do something, doesn’t even have to be anything bad. That’s when it feels my mind wants to force me to do it. It’s a whole lot and I’m just holding on to Jesus to help me out. At least he’s here so that’s comforting.
My mental health is declining due to ocd. It’s like a huge mix between ocd episode and depression wave. I feel weak and hopeless. I wanna cry. I’m exhausted . I feel like I’ve lost myself again.
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