- Date posted
- 46w ago
It’s getting hard again
Can’t do this anymore. Been suffering from this for two years straight and it just keeps getting worse 😔
Can’t do this anymore. Been suffering from this for two years straight and it just keeps getting worse 😔
You can!.. I know it's hard but you can push forward. Trust me I understand how hard the past few years have been for me so I can only imagine what your going through. But that's why we are all here on this platform. Because we all feel similar struggles .. we all can do this .. including you! Stay strong!
@Anonymous Thank you for the strength I’m feeling slightly better today :)
I also had been dealing with harm ocd for two years combined with trauma, I still not fully recovered but through persistently doing other things each day, it helped though the progress is slow. In the past few days after I started taking a bigger dose of medication I am feeling much better..be patient and consider the options❤️
@Loranqadri Thank you a lot ❤️❤️ I hope you continue to get better
I struggle with self harm and depression. I told my doctor a week ago that I have suicidal thoughts and she put me on an anxiety/depression med and she said it could make things better or worse. I have noticed I barely eat anything anymore and I started to self harm more. I go through my day struggling and I’ve lost my friends and I stay in my room 24/7. I don’t feel like doing anything anymore. People say “oh it’ll get better” or “you’ll overcome it” or “don’t worry it’ll be okay” but guess what it’s not true. I feel like no one gets me or no one will listen to me. No one understands the pain I go through every second of the day trying my hardest to put on a fake smile. I can’t do it anymore. I want it to stop.
I’ve been struggling with this for the part year and it’s been horrible I hate my life and I feel like nothing works , please help or feel free to share tips or your own story
It feels like I’m lying to myself constantly and everyone. There feels like there is a weight on my heart from the moment I wake up till I go to sleep. I don’t want to be gay. Idk why it doesn’t register. Now everyone I see I have to see if I’m attracted to them. I see good looking men and I feel like I’m lying to myself that they are good looking, I see women and I see if im attracted to them. I look at everyone and I feel jealous. I want my fucking life back. But now my OCD (if this is even OCD) is telling me I was never happy and I was always suppressing my feelings of being gay. Why is this happening? Can OCD do this? I can’t enjoy anything ever.
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