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Ocd is just so exhausting.. i ahte myself and im just so disgusted by the way i am .
Ocd is just so exhausting.. i ahte myself and im just so disgusted by the way i am .
i know this feeling... it sucks, hope you get better!
Thank you so much for ur comment i cant even explain how it means to me to be noticed especially when im suffering , thank you so much ❤️
@Anonymous 😭😭😭❤️
Thank u anonymous girl and thanks jimmy you are both great people ❤️
I feel you, and I hear you. OCD is such a wild thing, sometimes it makes you feel like you are the smartest person in the room, other times you’re too smart for your own good and question everything. If you are looking for a solution, try laughing off your thoughts. Meaning to try and detach that weight that your brain puts on those thoughts. Not going to work 100% of the time but I’ve found it helpful. We will both get through this and be OK, I believe in you❤️
Thank you so much jimmy your comment means the world to me and i can tell that you are such a great person and you don't deserve 2 suffer .. you deserve a peaceful,calming, beautiful life and mind .. i hope u also get through this mental war and i wanted to thank you again for ur comment ,❤️❤️❤️
It’s easy to say this, but remember that you are not your thoughts. It’s impossible to remember, but it helps keep me grounded from time to time.
your words actually made me feel better thank you so much for taking from ur own time just to help others i appreciate it man ❤️
I feel disgusting right now as well:( I tell myself this will pass. And I see OCD as a bully and I just accept that I'm being bullied at the moment and it's ok that I feel the way I do. the thoughts and feelings are just OCD/anxiety and will pass. Hang in there!
Thank you so much for your comment and thank you so much for telling me that I'm not alone in my pain .. iteans the world to me.. and i know how tough is it to deal with ocd and anxiety but you are stronger than these stupid thoughts and you are who you are , your OCD doesn't make you less precious 💞 Stay strong ❤️
@Anonymous Thank you for the kind words, they help and mean a lot❤️
I feel like I’ll never lead a normal life again with OCD, my thoughts have begun to be convince especially about POCD. I feel like so sad and down that this will be my life forever. I’ll never get to fall in love again without intrusive thoughts. I’ll never be worth falling in love with. I can never be intimate again. I’m just done, my life is over. I can’t even look at my nephew and niece anymore without the smile fading. It feels like I’m so nasty and then my brain convinces me this is how I feel. That there’s some part of me that is a p*do and that’s it. I’m a disgusting human being for that. I just feel hopeless
I feel like one of the worst things about ocd are the disturbing images or the ‘little movies’ that replay in your head over and over again. I have the worst sexual images with one of my family members that actually so bad that I can’t even look in the mirror. And it’s even worse that I have a lovely boyfriend and I’m so disgusted of myself that I feel like I don’t deserve him and I feel like I can’t be with him because of these thoughts, even he is the most precious thing in my life. These sexual images are so horrible and what makes it even worse that in these pictures I always see myself as someone who enjoys it. I know how to deal with this anymore. My mind is trying to convince me that that I actually like these images and thoughts and this is the hardest part, that I’m doubting myself. These images pop up in my head so naturally that I always question myself if I actually don’t like it why it comes so naturally or how can my brain picture things like this if I don’t like it. It’s getting worse day by day. It’s in my head 24/7, can’t concentrate on anything else, I can’t eat because I’m constantly throwing up. And my mom has to sleep with me every night because I’m so disturbed by my own mind. My parents know that there’s something wrong with me, they think I’m depressed but sadly It’s not something I can talk openly about with them. I’m seeing a therapist next week but I’m genuinely scared to open up about these thoughts that I’m having.
I feel like the worst kind of person and I am ruining my husband. I don’t know how I’m going to be able to change.
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