- Username
- Mariabae
- Date posted
- 10w ago
should i delete this app?
i feel like im posting here very often bc i want answers. its a compulsion. should i delete in order for me to stop looking for reasurance
i feel like im posting here very often bc i want answers. its a compulsion. should i delete in order for me to stop looking for reasurance
If you used to use Reddit but now use this app, I would say keep this app. I feel like Reddit is more harmful. I’ve encountered some people who have done terrible things that claim OCD but it was really scary and a bit scarring to hear about. It’s happened to me like twice (I’ve gotten messaged under the false impression that they were giving advice but really ended up dumping all their mistakes and I mean BAD mistakes like illegal stuff on me I guess out of confession or something) and that’s already WAY too much. I wouldn’t want that happening to anyone else, much less someone with OCD, so just be cautious on Reddit if you decide to go on there. I second what the first user said, set a timer. Do your best to stick to it and not override it. Try journaling. It’s okay to post but every time you’re anxious or panicked is compulsive. Venting is fine as well but for your own sake, try to lower how often you do compulsions. It’s hard I know, but just make an effort to resist and it’ll lighten up slowly but surely. It helps me personally, to comment on people’s posts because it makes me feel less alone and better to know I can offer some input to people who understand what we all go through. You’re not alone, and we’re always here.
It’s up to you, but you could always put a limit on how often you’re on the app to help prevent it for being a compulsion and be a tool. Sometimes it’s comforting to know other people have similar feelings with their OCD but again it’s up to you.
If you use therapy through the app then no. But if you don’t then I’d say that’s up to you. If you notice it’s becoming a compulsion delete it. Or if you have the option to put a screentime setting on it so you can only use it for so long a day I’d do that. When I was in the thick of my Google compulsion and would spend 8 hours a day googling things I put a timer on Google where I could only use Google for 1 hour a day and that helped me because then if I had a thought I wanted to Google I’d say well I only have an hour so I don’t wanna waste it on this one. And now I don’t Google anything as much anymore only once every few days which I know still isn’t good but it’s a huge improvement
@Secretidentity im not doing therapy, i cant do therapy even irl. its very hard for me. i used to go on reddit before i found this app. ita very hard for me bc i feel like my rocd is real and i actually dont love my partner. very distressing and im so tierd. i have been like this for over a year.
@Mariabae My rocd feels the same way at times. I’m not going to try and force therapy on you because I don’t know your story and who you are and what you believe. And if it’s a money issue I’m really sorry about that. If it’s just the issue that you struggle with therapy whether that’s opening up or maybe a fear of a realization you don’t want to have or what ever it may be. If you have the money for it. Honestly I’d say maybe give it a shot. You can always book the free call the offer and you can ask them whatever information you want about the therapy sessions. Therapists are trained to be patient and help with all of these issues. I believe in you and know you will get through it. I know it’s hard but you’ve already done it for a year now. Take it day by day and try some grounding techniques when you get worked up.
@Mariabae The fact that you’ve stayed with him during all this shows that deep down maybe there is something that is making you stay maybe a part of you that knows what you want.
If you’re using it for self therapy, no don’t delete it. I use this usually just to vent and get everyone else’s input
Sometimes i feel like i need the opinion from people online to tell me if im a good person or not. I have thoughts of just posting every single bad thing ive done and let the people decide if i deserve to continue with my life. It sounds morbid but it is. I dont know what to do with myself sometimes especially when it comes to the future. What will people want to happen to me if they found out everything ive done. I put too much thought into these scenarios. Its really just how i feel. Maybe this has turned into more of a vent but- i also think that i should not continue my life myself, so that i dont have to see the “ inevitable” comments on my life later on. I think about it all the time. Its gotten so bad to where i feel like i need to be put away in a mental hospital for a week or two so i can get over myself but i havent and im scared too if it gets bad again. I just feel so unworthy of living sometimes. I want it all to stop but its so hard most days.
i feel like getting on this app is a compulsion, but it brings me so much comfort knowing there’s people out there like me. and knowing i’m not alone
I have constantly been feeling like if I hit one arm, I have to hit the other and if I set something down and it just didn’t look right or feel right I had to do it again or I had to move it to a different spot in my room I’ve had never been a clean freak, which is mainly what I get told is OCD And I don’t know if I should even have this app. I don’t know if I actually have it. I’m constantly worried that I did something in my past that harmed others and that’s why people don’t like me or I’m constantly worried People are constantly watching me and I don’t know if that’s OCD or if I have it so please tell me I will delete this app and never think of it again if I don’t I just really wanna know
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