Urge to look at pornography

The thing is I got off you I stayed and I started having weird shots while doing it like my mind was just thinking these things while I was just jerking off

Yes I am

The thing is I already jerked off to it and when I was jerking off or like when I was in a climax my thoughts just thought the same thought of my country

@Anonymous If you’re open I have Christian advice for you. I am in recovery of this and have found so much more joy! In my relationship with Christ and my relationship with my boyfriend. You’re not alone, you’re it hopeless. Understand I had this too I struggled with this as well OCD plays a huge part but also the Devi is sneaky , junk in junk out. Don’t be surprised if you’re watching porn especially anything taboo for thoughts to come in. This is what leads to people doing those things, this doesn’t mean you WILL. Or that you are but this is the honest truth. You CAN stop you NEED to stop. You are Not alone I was where you are

@EmmaGrace27 Feel like long looking at that sucks you felt like you was thinking it like you know what I mean like you felt like you picked those thoughts while doing and it's just so prevalent you just laugh so long I feel like I'm going insane

@EmmaGrace27 Also I feel like I have to do it again and do it without the thoughts do it clean and do it right

@Anonymous Yes I understand completely my suggestions would be to do ERP, and maybe even find a church counselor who would listen to you! 100%

@Anonymous There is hope for you!! In Christ Jesus our lord. Who the son sets free will be free indeed you cannot do this alone or without him! He alone will set you free

@EmmaGrace27 For you did it feel like you were morally thinking the thought then like the video or picture because like I don't like it but my thoughts also make me doubt myself I don't know what to do I feel like a monster I should be put in jail I don't know but I feel like I need to do it right you know

@EmmaGrace27 Have you felt like you thought it you know

@Anonymous Yes I know how you feel and the sander is no you don’t deserve to be put in jail. The answer is to stop watching porn. My ocd got better when I stopped almost completely totally stopped even without therapy.

@Anonymous They pop up but then you react to it, it happened to me too

@EmmaGrace27 I feel like it didn't pop up it felt like I chose and that's why I'm scared

@Anonymous No not necessarily you’d know. In fact I’d say you didn’t because you’re so anxious why would you be anxious if you purposefully did that you’d know? But you’re so worried about this that you’re not worried about the consequences of your sin on yourself or anyone else

@EmmaGrace27 Don’t be guilt tripped fall to your knees and repent! Before the almighty God

@EmmaGrace27 Yeah just I don't know cuz like my mind just thinks like I just think things really all I can say

@EmmaGrace27 Trust me I wanted to repent it's just I feel like I have to have one more go at it to get it right

@Anonymous Here’s what I will say. Jesus tell us to deny ourselves. Whoever will lose his life will save it. Don’t go based off your feelings!! Satan is against you. Repent! Do it anyway! Don’t go back to your old ways God is going to do a good work in you!

@Anonymous I’m not sure if you’re male or female but I’d reckoned I . Going to the same gender as you, a trusted adult to talk to! I can also send you scripture . Scripture cuts through our earthly feelings, sharper than any double edge sword

@EmmaGrace27 I'm a male

@EmmaGrace27 Yeah I get what u mean

@EmmaGrace27 Your right it's just I still have a feeling to do it right yk without the thoughts while masterbating

@Anonymous Deny yourself! I’m going to keep saying it it doesn’t matter how you FEEL, don’t do it it’s also a compulsion so double ! You won’t be sinning and you won’t be giving into any compulsion

@EmmaGrace27 Trust me , but don’t keep asking for reasruance ask for the truth! I’ll send you scripture. I’m not necessarily equipped to handle this how men deal with it

@EmmaGrace27 I don't know if you're still on this app but I want to let you know if I can get a prayer because honestly I'm so tired of this I always keep going back to pornography and I always try to do it without the thoughts and I'm always sick and tired of it I always keep coming back it's always a loop and I have a feeling of returning back to it but not anymore I'm tired I don't want to do this anymore I would appreciate if I could get a prayer maybe

@Anonymous Absolutely what’s your name if you don’t mind? So I can be praying specifically for you. Hit your knees! In prayer and repent! Turn away! You can turn away but you need the Llrd Jesus to pull the scales from your eyes

@EmmaGrace27 Samson is my name