Need to talk someone, hocd pls ?

I always get images or scenes from tv shows that had sexual gay scenes and my groin moves and feels on fire and it makes me feel disturbed and depressed and I’m worried what if I like it or something but I don’t

I totally understand. I’ve been there too. I wish I could offer you some help, but I’m very new to learning how to cope with OCD. I hope it helps knowing you’re not alone, and everything you’re feeling is valid. I’m in the exact same place right now where your body is telling you one thing and your mind another. Eventually the thoughts will die down. I was in the place a couple months ago where it felt overwhelming, and now while they still give me anxiety, it’s not unbearable. Know that this is just a thought in this moment and eventually, it will pass.

I’m here to talk, if you still need it!

Thanks I’m just struggling, tbh wish I wasn’t living ?

I have the same thing. It was really bad for me 6 months ago where I felt I couldn't escape it. While I still have a ways to go I want you to know you can get through this ❤ as tough as it sounds by trying your best to accept your thoughts presence (or whatever version of the thoughts you can accept) it really does help, it certainly helped me. Write down your thoughts, for me that often helps a lot, just getting them out of your head. And resist the temptation to argue with the thoughts once you've written them down (hard I know!) I really hope this helps