im tired and depressed now. i still get these intrusive thoughts but idk if theyre intrusive or not anymore. they dont disgust me much now like they did at the start. i was always straight. im 15. i lose, hocd wins. idk if its hocd or not anymore. on this app, answers like if you dont like it, then its hocd no longer reassure me. i need someone to say that " dont worry bro, it is definetly hocd". im having a complete breakdown. pls reply and help me :(. im crying. sorry i cry alot :(

Sexual Orientation OCD

Im sorry, Its very difficult I know. Try to hang out with friends and family. Disregard thoughts, avoid rumination and when anxiety goes up, just know that It will also come back down. I cant really give much advice Im not too good myself. But try to listen to the advice on this app and most importantly dont read others stories, It will 1000% confuse you further, speaking from experience. 

