6d ago

I’m sobbing on my bathroom floor, and I just don’t know how much I have left to give. I feel like I have no friends. I don’t have God. I can’t have my mom because being at home makes me even more miserable. I am so utterly alone, and I’m losing the best friend I ever had. I don’t know how I can do this. I don’t know how I’m going to do this. I don’t know if I can live. I just want someone to tell me it’s okay. But I can’t even have that because of ocd. I’m so so so sad inside that it scares me.

6d ago
I won’t give you reassurance but I just want you to know I’m going through the same. My whole life just came apart about 2 months ago and I have been suffering so much. Everyday is so hard and especially on the bad days I want to end it all but I don’t. I have hope but than again I don’t. It’s really hard. I’m really hoping erp will help me but I’m not sure.
6d ago
i promise you can get through this. you’re loved. you can absolutely recover from this disorder. take time to rest, to take care of yourself, find therapy if you haven’t already and if it’s available to you, do what you love. sending you love <3
6d ago
OCD is debilitating and it is not more powerful than you!
6d ago
You will be okay... I know the feeling.
6d ago
There is time to build new connections. New connections will come.
6d ago
Take deep breaths splash cold water on your face and lay down put some soothing music on. Just to try to relax your nerves a bit. You will make it through, hoping you feel better soon
5d ago
You have God. He loves you and cares for you. I hope things get better for you. Your life matters.