- Username
- jadedd
- Date posted
- 617d ago
I feel this, I tend to look at people and think they’re attractive and then my brain sabotages that thought by bringing up the fact that I have horrible intrusive thoughts, and how if they knew what went on in my brain they would possibly think I’m a horrible person. I tend to always end up with the conclusion that I don’t deserve to have a partner like it would be unfair for me to try to bring someone else into my suffering.
I deal with the same exact thing.