34d ago

does anyone else that gets sexual intrusive thoughts struggle to find people attractive? like i’ll look at someone and think they’re attractive but my OCD tells me it’s only bc i’m picturing them as someone inappropriate. :(

34d ago
I feel this, I tend to look at people and think they’re attractive and then my brain sabotages that thought by bringing up the fact that I have horrible intrusive thoughts, and how if they knew what went on in my brain they would possibly think I’m a horrible person. I tend to always end up with the conclusion that I don’t deserve to have a partner like it would be unfair for me to try to bring someone else into my suffering.
34d ago
I deal with the same exact thing.