Lilyrosalynd
- Date posted
- 3y
Mary HinchliffeMary Hinchliffe
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y
Are you imagining on purpose to see how you feel? Because that's a compulsion if so xx
LilyrosalyndLilyrosalynd
- Date posted
- 3y
yes but what if i really like it?
Mary HinchliffeMary Hinchliffe
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y
@Lilyrosalynd You need to accept that as a possible outcome. But it's not helping you to do compulsions
CaptainKierkegaardCaptainKierk...
- Date posted
- 3y
Lily, have you been diagnosed with OCD?
LilyrosalyndLilyrosalynd
- Date posted
- 3y
no :( do you think i am gay?
mtaylor25mtaylor25
- Date posted
- 3y
@Lilyrosalynd Even though it’s really hard, it’s best to not ask for reassurance. I have SO-OCD too, best thing to do for me is imagine the scenario without assigning meaning to it (exposure) or just saying to yourself “maybe I’m gay, maybe I’m straight, who really knows? It’s not a big deal right now”
CaptainKierkegaardCaptainKierk...
- Date posted
- 3y
@Lilyrosalynd I don’t know if you are or not. No one on this app does. I think you should seek out therapy. Make a call with NOCD. See if you can book some sessions. The amount of posts you’ve made about this topic in the last 24 hours is not normal behavior. NOCD therapy starts with a diagnostic session to determine if you have OCD, so you don’t need to know if you have it to start.
LilyrosalyndLilyrosalynd
- Date posted
- 3y
@CaptainKierkegaard but did you ask if i am diagnosed because you doubt i am gay?
CaptainKierkegaardCaptainKierk...
- Date posted
- 3y
@Lilyrosalynd No. Like I said before, even if you have OCD, it doesn’t mean you aren’t gay.
CaptainKierkegaardCaptainKierk...
- Date posted
- 3y
@CaptainKierkegaard But that’s not to say that I think you are gay. I don’t know and it’s not for me to decide. I’m just saying your behavior right now is obsessive and you need to deal with that before trying to determine your sexual orientation.
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- Date posted
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