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An important distinction: accepting it doesn’t mean dwelling on it! Accepting that it’s there doesn’t mean that you have to (or that you should) spend your energy thinking about it. This is rumination, which can be a compulsion. Instead, accepting it means accepting that the initial intrusive thought (or series of thoughts if it’s gone that far) occurred to you, knowing that that’s ok/doesn’t have to be significant, and moving forward with whatever you’re doing. Accepting that a feeling (anxiety) is there doesn’t mean focusing on that feeling being there. It’s just trusting that the feeling will pass, even if you don’t DO anything (a compulsion or rumination) to make it pass more quickly.
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Wow! That was a great explanation of how to deal with accepting intrusive thoughts! :)
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It will prolong it because you’re not giving OCD what it wants. The anxiety belongs to OCD. Imagine it like a kid in a supermarket asking for sweets - you’re carrying on shopping not giving them sweets & they’re getting more and more agitated - that’s what’s happening to OCD & that’s honestly the best way to RETRAIN your brain to not let the OCD win. I know it’s so hard tho X hope you’re okay as soon as you can be xx
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I’ve taught myself not to pay any attention to my thoughts going on through my mind, so though I have intrusive thoughts, they don’t become themes anymore. I have accepted I am not my thoughts/they don’t define me, everyone has horrible thoughts and I’m not alone, and interacting with my OCD will only make things worse—it is futile to try. So, it “wins” in the sense it can shoot out any and all images, thoughts, urges, etc. but I do absolutely nothing in reply to them. I go about my daily routine and I never stop for one second in response to any of them. They do not matter; what matters is my actions and the present moment.
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Wow! That's inspiring! I don't know how you do that but I think that's really cool, good job. :) I find it so difficult to not respond to my intrusive thoughts. Any one intrusive thought can tend to sit with me all day, and I tend to ruminate on them at different points throughout the day.
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@Drew777 ERP, patience, and mindfulness kicking in 😉
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Wow thank you all for such thoughtful replies. I appreciate it so much and am very thankful :) ❤️
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So my therapist told me to start telling myself every time I have an intrusive thought just say oh there’s that thought again, and don’t try to figure it out or do mental compulsions. Well our usual tactic of “there’s that thought/feeling again” is not working at all this morning. This morning I was having really bad anxiety, it hits hardest in the morning when I am lying in bed with my son and I know the thoughts could come at any minute. Well they did, and I immediately was like no please just think of anything else. Well in pushing away the thoughts, I had this really weird feeling like I couldn’t decipher between reality and images. I was just getting flashes of images that felt so real. Even though I could physically feel my body and know I wasnt engaging in the thought or acting on it. It was like a flash of anxiety that hit and I couldn’t tell what was real and wasn’t. So of course my mind starts trying to figure that feeling out and if what I was thinking about just happened. And no matter how many times I’ve tried to say there’s that thought/feeling again, I can’t let it go. I was physically conscious and could feel my body but mentally I couldn’t. It’s so weird and hard to explain. But I’ve been doubting and second guessing that moment all morning and I’m in a bad spiral, again. 😭 it’s like every time I think I’m moving forward I get sucked back in and feel like I can’t practice my tools anymore. I don’t know what I should do 😩
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Does anyone have advice on how to better manage this? I know we're not supposed to engage with intrusive thoughts, but it's hard not to when they feel so real. Sometimes, I get the most disturbing images (won't go into specifics obviously, but just super wrong, disturbing and gross stuff) relating to POCD that trigger physical arousal (like erections), even though I feel disgusted and scared by them. The arousal feels the same to normal sexual arousal, and a lot of the times even stronger than normal arousal, which makes it more confusing and upsetting. It feels like it's gotten worse lately, and that it use to feel more dull and less real in the past, but now it feels so much more intense even super real. I’ve also had a history of excessive porn use, including weird or taboo content (nothing illegal), which makes me worry I’ve somehow conditioned my brain to respond to anything taboo. That thought really scares me and makes me question my morality, especially since I sometimes felt bad about it even while watching. Sometimes my brain somehow manages to convince me that I actually like the thoughts, too. I hate the thoughts and don't WANT to engage with them, but the physical sensations make everything feel more "real," and that terrifies me. I also feel guilty trying to ignore it, like I'm avoiding the truth or letting myself off the hook. The anxiety is constant and overwhelming, and I feel so lost. If anyone has advice on how to cope with this and learn to be able to better ignore it/not assign any meaning to it, I'd greatly appreciate it.
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