Left eye numb

My left eye has been numb since yesterday. I think it’s because of a cut or something but it still has me scared. I got an eyelash stuck in it on thanksgiving and when I went to the eye doctor he said that there was nothing at the back of my eye. My mom actually fucking sucks right now, it’s like she gets annoyed when I’m stressed about my eye. She doesn’t even try to comfort me. I hate her so much right now. I’m literally crying my eyes out. She won’t even schedule another appointment for me and it’s making my stress worse. I keep on worrying that my eye won’t regain its movement even after three days. I’m so scared and she’s not helping at all. I don’t know how to label this, so it’ll just be random.

Magical Thinking OCD

FolderFinder

Date posted: 2y ago

Can you make an appt without your mom? Maybe another family member or try and schedule a telehealth appt?

malolin_21

Date posted: 16w ago

Hey:) I just want to vent

I’m feeling kind of sad cause today was not a really good day in terms of my ocd. I was feeling kind of foggy/numb and that send me to spiraling. I’m 21 years old currently studying but my family has been having trouble with money for the last couple years(we’re just me and my mom) and I kinda want to get a job but everything is far from my home and I wouldn’t be able to return back at night, also it’s either way more expensive to move or the schedule wouldn’t let me take my classes. The point is that because of that every time my mom is stress tends to treat me bad, she speaks to me like I’m stupid or she just screams to nothing cursing all life and everything and that actually makes me feel soo bad and guilty for not doing anything, I know it’s hard for me to get a job that actually helps us without quitting school but that doesn’t stop me from feeling like I’m a burden. I want to help, I want to maybe hug her or something but I know she will be angrier and probably will reject it. So that’s it, I just feel like she punishes me for the stress she’s carrying and I get it but one day is happy and it feels like all love and the next is treating me like that, Idk it’s hard (also I feel like I shouldn’t be saying this cause it’s all my fault) 🫤

Anonymous

Date posted: 13w ago

I am scared I might die within the next few days

I'm currently living through a massive health scare with really scary symptoms. I am scared I might have an aneurysm due to my symptoms but despite that the doctor's don't think it's urgent. I have some test scheduled but I will have to wait weeks for some of them. I don't know how to get through this knowing I could die any moment. I live in constant terror ever since those symptoms started. I can't function. Can anyone here please help me with this??? I don't know what to do?

Gato0z

Date posted: 13w ago

Help

Told my close friend about how I think I have harm ocd and showed a video describing her experience with it so I wouldn’t have to share mine. Told him how when I see the number 22 I get paranoid that I’ll harm someone, and he gave me advice to go to a psychiatrist then left me on read after we were having a conversation prior. I’m so scared to open up to people about it and now I don’t think I will again.

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