- Username
- leham
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Same, I’m almost certain I have it too! In December I started a birth control for the first time, and then stopped it halfway cause I didn’t like the affect it was having on me. Come two weeks before my period and I’m anxious, panic-ridden, depersonalizing, and obsessing more extremely than I ever had before. Then my period comes and everything just *poofs* away. I’m like... well DUH that’s (my obsessions) aren’t true? Nowadays my thoughts kinda affect me all month, but get so bad and so believable the two weeks before my period. I’m gonna test out one more month, and if I feel better when I get my period, I’m gonna go to the doctor! (You should too!?❤️) Some women take SSRIs for that two week period, and then stop after that, and see changes in hours/days, so that could be something you could look into @rosie28! I would definitely talk to your doctor if it’s making your ocd worse/ the only time you are really obsessing!❤️
After I read your comment, I searched this on the internet and I could relate to most symptoms! I've always noticed that my ocd gets specially intense in a week prior to my period, but I've always thought of it as simply pms. My ocd hasn't been so harsh on me like it was in the beginning of the year, but this week just feels like a major setback. Then things just go back to normal. It's so weird and draining.
I’m sorry/glad you could relate to something that could maybe explain what’s going on! I just want to get it out there for some women that sometimes, it’s not just pms. (Obviously talk to a doctor first!) I’m feeling exactly what you’re feeling! Ocd was harsh as hell at the beginning of the year, and now I’m having a set-back week. Today especially has been so damn hard. It IS draining and I need to figure something out before I go through the same cycle over and over again?
I am 99.99% sure I have this...it doesn't go until a few days into my period. I wasn't sure if it affected anyone else!
I have tried to talk to a few doctors about it and they all suggested going on the pill to balance the hormones...I haven't been sure about doing that but maybe if I go and say look I'm pretty certain I have PMDD and it exacerbates my OCD then they might suggest something else
Oh I see! They haven’t tried to talk to you about any SSRI’s? I’m afraid of taking anything else that’s going to mess with my hormones haha, I was under the impression that pmdd wasn’t a hormonal ‘change’, but a sensitivity to the change in hormones (because all women’s hormones change around that time. some are just more sensitive to it than others).
Does anyone get “intrusive feelings”? I’ve experienced intrusive thoughts and urges, but I’m noticing intrusive feelings too. I’m about to start PMS-ing and I’m having weird depressed feelings like “I hate my life, everything sucks, maybe i want to die”. I have suicidal OCD and it seems like this is what my brain gravitates towards when I’m under stress. Even though I DO NOT want to die by any means, my brain throws these thoughts at me and it’s so scary bc I feel like maybe a part of me actually wants to do it. Idk why I feel depressed and shitty about my life when really I don’t want to be you know?? What do you guys think?
Does anyone like get extra anxious about an intrusive thought because you think to yourself “nobody else has probably had this thought.” “I must be crazy.” Idk those thoughts always seem to make my anxiety worse. I also have a fear of losing touch of reality and believing in crazy thoughts, if that makes sense? TMI but I also notice that my OCD is worse when I’m on my period. Can anyone else relate?
Do any of y’all feel like your focus is gone because of OCD? I’m in school for law and currently working through a couple month long OCD episode after getting Covid and I find my focus is gone. Or my mind just feels so tired and forgetful. Is this common? It’s making anxious as I obviously over analyze everything I feel. And also a question for women do you find that closer to your cycle you get more anxious and triggered?
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