So a few days ago I ended up accidentally peeing right after getting out of the bath and its since happened 2 more times in a row every time that ive gotten a bath. i dont know whats going on and im scared that im going to be like this forever and i feel gross and disgusting and my bed feels dirty to me now and i feel like im dirty
that definitely is ocd. Im sorry you’re dealing with this
Do you have a medical reason for the urination? Are your parents/PCP aware? The feeling dirty/worrying could be ocd but I think a possible medical condition should be ruled out first.
If it hasn't been already ^
I've told my mom about it and I think she's planning to see my doctor about it. I think it might be linked to a medication that I started taking recently.
@Im not good with usernames I think a solid plan is to start there and address the mental discomfort when you have a clearer picture of what maybe going on. I'll keep you in my thoughts.
@Will86 - Thank you
@Im not good with usernames Glad you are going to see a doctor for the cause of the urgent peeing. An erp therapist can help with your emotions around pee.
If the eater is very warm that could be why think of the hand I'm the hot water
Stupid typos sorry but think of the same principle as the prank
Like I'm not even scared I feel numb and ever since that night I've completely went down hill Idk what to do the feeling i felt this time genuily felt like i liked it and i didnt even have anxiety at that moment and now I'm panicking I really hope this is still OCD like I'm sorry if I'm still asking for reassurance but im really worried like it felt good in that moment I don't understand what's going on like I hope it was a false feeling and not something real.....like this has happened before but Idk 😭😭😭😭 I really don't know what to I don't want to turn into a p word I don't this I've been sleeping all day I still do compulsions a little to get rid of the thoughts but I've been getting sexual thoughts too and I don't want them but I feel like I do I don't understand I though I was getting better but I guess every time I get better everything gets worse..
I’m really struggling with something related to me ocd, and I would appreciate kind and supportive advice. If you can’t relate or don’t think anything you have to say would be helpful, I kindly ask pls refrain from commenting this is a really sensitive topic for me. Recently, I’ve noticed a pattern that feels something extremely new and distressing. The first time it happened I remember telling myself before self pleasuring that I am in control no matter what thought comes into my mind because I wanted to prove to myself that these thoughts are just from OCD and I know who I am and an intrusive that came out of no where, and i suddenly felt an intense fear that I was acting on it. In the moment I genuinely felt like I did. And afterword, I panicked and started questioning myself. This SAME FEELING has happened three times in a row each time, the intrusive thought was unwanted and random, and completely against my morals most recently it involved pocd and it feels even worse because it generally felt like I acted on it the thought in the moment while I was self pleasuring the panic doesn’t hit until afterwards when I stop :/ I start thinking that maybe I generally made a mistake and I’m now just realizing that it’s wrong because it generally feels like that :( but when I actually think about it again goes against my morals and values doesn’t make sense it feels incredibly real, and I can’t seem to shake this feeling off that I may have acted on it I’m terrified because I never wanted these thoughts in the first place. And I definitely didn’t choose them. If I had known, I would’ve had these intrusive thoughts I wouldn’t have self pleasured in the first place but it’s extremely hard to convince myself that this may be OCD because I feel like I have no other reason to believe that I didn’t act on it :/
My OCD has never been this strong, it's so real, it feels like it will never go away, it's never been this strong for me and it's very scary.
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