- Username
- Anonymous_confessions
- Date posted
- 42w ago
ROCD making me confused
I keep getting so confused. I keep thinking of every awkward characteristic of my partner, every little thing he does that makes me cringe or feel awkward. And I keep wondering if I’m just convincing myself I have ROCD to avoid the pain of leaving. And I also keep thinking that if I didn’t have ROCD I would have no problem leaving over these things, like what if the uncertainty of ROCD is the only thing keeping me in the relationship, and if I wasn’t constantly anxious and worried I would have clarity and I’d truly leave. But I just want this to work out. I’m so tired or constantly being turned off by every little thing I obsess over.