- Date posted
- 1y
saw something and now i cant unsee it
TW saw a traumatizing video of this poor child in gaza and now my head wont stop replaying it. What do i do? its make me sick.
TW saw a traumatizing video of this poor child in gaza and now my head wont stop replaying it. What do i do? its make me sick.
I am so sorry you witnessed that, the current genocide going on has been horrific. Please try to remember the more you try to force a thought out of your head the more it will replay, it’s difficult to ignore something so disgusting but you have to let it pass. Maybe try doing some work to counteract the current events? There are many charities like the PCRF that donate to stop this type of thing from happening. You can’t change what you’ve seen but you can work to save others. :-)
Just know that yes this is a sad time for over there but also remember that it could be photoshopped or AI. We do not know how many photos on the internet are actually real. Give yourself some grace.
Nothing in Gaza is photoshopped or AI generated though.
someone please help its really sickening me
@kksilly I had a similar struggle earlier this week. I am treadling lightly on twitter for this very reason. What do you feel like you need?
I have had the same false memory/instrusive image of me doing something horrible to someone when I was 12 and they were younger. It is a memory based on a real event. I truly don’t know if it’s real or not but obviously, the more I think about it the more I think it’s true. This has led my mind to become slightly paranoid. I worry that if this horrible image in my head is true then one day the person I might have hurt will come and k*ll me. I’m really scared I feel like I won’t feel better as long as this “memory” is in my head. Does anyone have advice?
Okay so I'm young. A bit young than u might Imagine. Me and my boyfriend where bored and I searched up gay porn js as a joke on google. It was completely blurred. And we where js talking about our truma, and personal stuff while literally just looking at the titles. And I saw a title. A title that has trumstixed me before (I saw the actual video before involving a minor. ) and I clicked on it, still heavily blurred to show my boyfriend the title. And i said baby this really effected me this video. And then I looked below it, same video, blurred. Different title. And I clicked on it to stupidly read the other title. And it FUCKING UNBLURRED. and I SCREAMED saying to my boyfriend if he saw it. And he said no he looked away. And he was so unfazed. And I asked chat gpt about it and it said what I done was NOT okay. Because I looked at child stuff on purpose? My heart has just SANK. self harm urges are back. INTENSE confession compulsions to my mum are back. What do I do. Please someone help.
I've been watching a lot of mainly political videos recently. It started as trying to get a better understanding of everything going on in the world and how we got here in the first place, but one of the last videos I came across was about certain hateful groups of people that are becoming more active in recent years due to varying factors. The whole video made me so uncomfortable. Rightfully so, I think, even if it was informative. But now I can't stop thinking about how scary it is that humans can be sort of indoctrinated into such hateful mindsets and views... These issues have existed for a long time in the US, but recently, I've noticed that a lot of people are being more vocal about certain discriminatory views they hold and things. Maybe I'm overloading myself with too much information. I don't know. I'm just feeling really unsettled after that video. I can't imagine ever becoming someone like that, but it scares me to think about :(
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