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Wise person of any age is humble and doesn’t speak of any of the contributions or achievements that they accomplish. Self reflection is important . Hearing people out is important even if what is said we don’t want to acknowledge. Sometimes there are grains of truth and we can improve as a better person to be a better version of ourselves. Sometimes people can be a little bit arrogant and not realize it , myself included. An example of a truly kind person is Keanu Reeves he would give someone a coat off his back in a storm and not even mention it for any type of recognition.

i really relate to this quite a bit. i remember a very specific moment in 6th grade when i realized that my actions and my words have more of an impact on others than i thought. i became so obsessed with this and made it my life goal to be the kindest person ever, even if someone didn’t deserve it. and sometimes i wonder if i have only ever been this way to make myself look good. and then i start to wonder if im just putting on a fake facade for everyone and im always battling myself over how true my values are. i hate that i can never feel completely sure of myself. i become so devastated when i find out someone doesn’t like me or looks at me in a negative way because i feel like i have failed myself

I’m not sure if part of your post has been deleted, but it sounds like someone may have interpreted your OCD as narcissism. It may help to have your friends and loved ones visit a support group for family members/friends of those who have OCD. It can be difficult for those who don’t struggle with it to know how to interpret the compulsions. I have had my husband watch a couple of videos explaining the disorder, and it seems to have helped him understand.