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- 4y
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I just wrote you a big long spill but dropped my phone and lost it all. Anyways, YOUR NOT ALONE. if I could write as well as you I would say the exact same thing as what you said but about me. I guess we will never know. Maybe we are crazy. Maybe not. I guess we might never know but enjoy yourself today by living life. This all sounds so easy I know. God bless us
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Thank you for reaching out and the complement. :) It means a lot since I really wasn’t expecting anyone to say anything. I’m not going to lie you did spike a bit of anxiety in me just there, but I understand accepting uncertainty is part of what I need to do if I ever want to get my life back, so I appreciate the reminder and the support. ❤️
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- 4y
Omg I’m going through the same thing right now, these past few days I’ve been in a perpetual state of anxiety. I’m scared I’m going crazy and just accepting my thoughts as well. But we’re not alone, everyone on here understands what we’re going through! We have to just keep pushing through, I’ve gotten over it once for two years before it reared it’s ugly head again. There is hope, we just can’t lose it!
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- 4y
Very true. Thanks so much for the support! It helps a lot to know I’m not the only person feeling this way. My last ocd spike was 3 year ago and then all the sudden it just came back. :( Pretty sure it was caused by coronavirus stress and new changes in my life
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- 4y
I feel I have been in a anxiety spike for over a year now. It's so hard. Today I slept in till 10 am. Just trying to not think. I'm sure that could be a compulsion as well. But I do work hard. Most my anxiety is triggered from work. I'm not sure why though, so then I'm always in my head
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Im Sorry you feel this way and I really relate to everything you said. Know that you are not alone and it is possible to recover ! You are not losing it! Its just anxiety that makes your mind go weird directions ( someone just said that to me :)) . Just hold on and know it will pass eventually. That is how i overcome an anxiety peak myself . I remember i had it before and it passed.
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- 4y
I know that they’re just thoughts but sometimes I’m afraid that they will or have changed my morality and how I see things. That’s the worst part and it’s why I’m so afraid of my mind. And a lot of the times, even though I’m always doing reassurance, checking, researching and a lot of other things typical of those with ocd, I always worry that there’s something else going on and that I actually think these things and it all just very scary. And then sometimes I worry that I’m not feeling anxious enough about it so that must mean I accept it as a truth and that I’m going to act on it, and in the midst of the anxiety it all seems very real. It’s hard to do almost anything these days because of the nature of my obsessions. I’m forced to be exposed to it everyday because it something I have to see everyday (and maybe that’s why I don’t feel much anxiety right now.) I know that no one is probably going to read this, but I’m tired of this constant cycle of overthinking everyday, and I just needed a place to share my thoughts.
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- 22w
My last and almost life long theme/sub-theme largely subsided recently and my ocd felt like it wasn’t even an issue. Then I went on winter break from uni and being alone made my mind come up with a whole new topic to obsess over. TLDR on my fears, my advisor wouldn’t email me back for a while about signing up for classes so my mind started to worry “what if he doesn’t in time and you can’t enroll this semester and you lose this whole life you just built and all these new friends” So when that issue was resolved my mind found other scarier ways I could be uprooted from my current life and friends that I’ve grown so attached to. Then my mind remembered back when I was struggling with false memories and scrupulosity and I essentially made a post on a forum 2 and a half years ago saying I did something or was convinced I did something that I never actually did. Now I’ve been spiraling about someone finding it reporting me and I either get seen as a horrible person or arrested or something over something I never actually did but “admitted” to out of fear of going to hell. My mind won’t let it go and keeps finding new reasons for it to be “valid” “logical” or even inevitable. I feel like it’s just hanging over my head and I can never rest easy. Especially when I try to focus on my daily tasks or plan for the future I get this horrible flair up of “why plan for the future when this could come back in that future and you get uprooted from all of it” my mind won’t rest without certainty being uprooted won’t happen but certainty doesn’t exist, at least not with ocd. This sucks and I miss being care free.
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- 16w
My OCD has been terrible the for the past two weeks. I have a fear that I will never be able to get out of the thought loop. I am hyper aware of my thoughts and it disturbs me. I haven’t been able to eat for 10 days. I force myself. I haven’t been able to sleep for more than a couple hours. Then I wake up and ruminate for a couple hours, until I’m exhausted. I’m also afraid I’ll never sleep well again. And I’m afraid I’ll never eat and enjoy my food again. I’m afraid I’ll never be able to stop thinking about this enough to enjoy my family ever again.
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- 10w
Alot is on my mind u feel like I’m going to lose my mind , not really a lot but if I think too hard I think I’m gonna lose my mind , I was trying to slp n I think I’m gonna lose my mind , I’ve always been having thoughts about going crazy it never really changed , I have other thoughts and triggers but they always somehow lead Bk to me thinking I’m going to lose my mind , guys I’m so tired , do I even have ocd
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