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- 21816ogeid
- Date posted
- 4y ago
Your brain is hurt. It doesn’t function the way it should. People don’t often understand, but it’s hard to quantify. But everyone here, we understand. We understand what it’s like to want to run from yourself and not be able to. This disorder will do everything it can to make you feel isolated, including make it seem like no one cares. Believe that they do anyways. And please hold on. I know it seems like the hardest thing it the world, but this will not crush you.
I hear you. Ive lost my best friend to this disease. She told me its all in my head and she was having real problems. People don’t understand and even when they try, their patience runs out. They don’t understand we don’t want to feel like this or have these thoughts. But we do. And we have to work on that. And while it would be nice to have their support, we must learn to rely on ourselves becuase we are strong and we are capable and we will move forward regardless.
Please don’t die. Your friends and family love you and care about you a lot. You have so much to look forward to in the future. Keep doing your erp exercises and overtime you will realise that your thoughts are not real and you can be safe in those situations. We can get through this together and we are all here for you.
It’s so easy to feel defeated with OCD. You are not alone. You are loved. There is hope!
Im just really sad, depressed and no one gives a shit about me. Not even the people who I thought I had my own family. Im all alone.
I’ve gotten bad again. I feel so alone and I’m so depressed. No one in my family cares no one gives a fuck And when I cry they just tell me to shut up or they tell me to stop being dramatic or cut it out. I hate myself, like I hate everything about myself my mind, my body. I keep thinking things would be better if I wasn’t here, everyone would be better, I wouldn’t just be a pain In the ass. I feel worthless. Nothing I do ever ends up meaning shit. No one notices or cares.
I’m so done like idc atp. I feel like my OCD and anger issues combined make me the shittiest person ever. That and everybody in my life doesn’t care about me. And no I’m not saying that for attention or to be dramatic, trust me. Everyone in my life is fake as hell. I haven’t had friends for years. My mom is horrible. If I even told y’all half the shit she’s ever done you would feel disgusted. My sister is the closest person in my life and all she does is throw shade at me and treat me like shit. I can’t make ts up. And I just yelled at my niece because she kept complaining nonstop and I was trying to help her and she wouldn’t listen. I’m so fucking tired bruh like I’m fr done with life. Everybody’s like “hold on, it’s gets better”. When? Because I’ve been waiting and TRYING so hard for years. I’m DONE.
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