I truly just want to die, this shit is never going to get better i have zero support, nobody understands me, my family’s lives are perfect and im just here miserable as fuck i get so irritated and jealous because nobody is going through this but me and they can care less. Im done with everything.

Im just really sad, depressed and no one gives a shit about me. Not even the people who I thought I had my own family. Im all alone.

I’ve gotten bad again. I feel so alone and I’m so depressed. No one in my family cares no one gives a fuck And when I cry they just tell me to shut up or they tell me to stop being dramatic or cut it out. I hate myself, like I hate everything about myself my mind, my body. I keep thinking things would be better if I wasn’t here, everyone would be better, I wouldn’t just be a pain In the ass. I feel worthless. Nothing I do ever ends up meaning shit. No one notices or cares.

I’m so done like idc atp. I feel like my OCD and anger issues combined make me the shittiest person ever. That and everybody in my life doesn’t care about me. And no I’m not saying that for attention or to be dramatic, trust me. Everyone in my life is fake as hell. I haven’t had friends for years. My mom is horrible. If I even told y’all half the shit she’s ever done you would feel disgusted. My sister is the closest person in my life and all she does is throw shade at me and treat me like shit. I can’t make ts up. And I just yelled at my niece because she kept complaining nonstop and I was trying to help her and she wouldn’t listen. I’m so fucking tired bruh like I’m fr done with life. Everybody’s like “hold on, it’s gets better”. When? Because I’ve been waiting and TRYING so hard for years. I’m DONE.