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That cat probably can't even remember what happened. They're more focused on hunting mice or eating food and sleeping. Obviously it's wrong to do that to animals but you won't do it again so it's fine. Probably scared the cat in the moment but the only one suffering from post traumatic stress is you. Forgive yourself, you gotta live with yourself for eternity. God forgives all who seek forgiveness. Even the worst of people and there are people out there who have done far sicker things than this one mistake of yours.
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If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. “I, even I, am he who blots out your transgressions, for my own sake, and remembers your sins no more. Listen dear..every and each one of us has a secret story than no one knows about that might be way way worse and more bothering than yours.. david the prophet and the one who was selected by god to be the king of Israel ..he sinned! He killed! But when he felt bad about it and asked for forgiveness he returned the great king of Israel Please don’t ever feel down or less than anyone because everyone has his own terrible secret mistakes and because you are good/better than anyone in the eyes of god May god help you to overcome your thoughts...please forgive your delf as god forgives you an god will always forgive no matter what anyone have done I love you
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Sorry for my English?
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Hey, everyone makes mistakes. Yours might have been a bad one, but it's still a mistake. You regret it! That's good. And God forgave you before you even did it, because He loves you and doesn't want you to be hurt. Forgive yourself, learn from everything - and whatever you do, don't obsess about it!!
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Actually, I have a similar story from when I was a child. And I have a really hard time getting over it
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I relate to this, i disrespected my older sister when I was a Kid and only actually I've started to overthink about it, I am also christian too and thought about suicide too
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I guess it's human nature to act impulsively and kinda stupid at some times. God loves ppl who redeem themselves, it's how he tests our faith in him. If we as humans are capable of forgiving you, I'm sure god the most merciful is too. And so should you! free your soul from this burden.
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Also when i made this mistake i was quite young and had no idea it would put me in such a bad mindset in the future. I didn't know there was a thing called beastiality or anything like that. Later when i found out about what it was called and stuff, i got really scared bc doing something like that is illegal in most states and i was so young that i didn't know about the consequences.
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- 6y
Really thanks for your text, I had so much regrets of things I did, sometimes It makes me feel worthless and suicidal... Its so good to read such a beatiful text, thanks
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We all have❤️
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Also, this might not relate to ocd and I'm sorry if i kinda make people mad but i feel like this is a good community of people to get some help from.
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I definitely relate to this in different ways, something that’s helped me get through it is reminding myself (which I’m actually doing right now since I’m thinking about it) is that we’re meant to learn from our experiences and test our boundaries- even the ones that are the most difficult to cope with, and I truly believe that G-d understands that
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- 6y
This happens when we are kids, we don't know if something we did is bad, just like you said we havent no idea about it
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- 24w
my cat was smelling my other cat's bottom so to get him away i like quick "slapped" with the dorsal of the hand on his face and i got afraid that i did too hard so i compulsively did it again with similar strenght that i used to check if he was hurt and i regret it, like it wasn't a hard slap meant to hurt, but i did that impulsively and maybe i exceeded a bit over the limit in which it doesn't hurt. like he definetely reacted but i don't know if he was hurt, like he reacted in the moment but nothiny else, and he's lovey dovey. i dont think he was hurt but i feel bad. because if i did it once as a mistake i shouldn't have done the same thing again. i feel like an abuser. there are many things that are happening to me and im getting overwhelmed and i dont know how much longer i can hold on. because one thing i can't do is to forgive myself over mistakes.
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Hi, I’m new here!! I’m praying I don’t get judged for this. But, back in late May of 2022 ( literally right before I graduated high school), I added this one random girl from my school on Snapchat. She posted something about a graduation party , so I swiped up on her story basically saying how I can’t believe we’re almost graduated. She replied and we had a really short and simple conversation. The next day ( i believe) , we started talking a lot , and I just so happened to see her at the highschool when we were grabbing our graduation outfits and doing the rehearsal. When I saw her irl, I kinda got turned off ( I heard she was kinda crazy) , and on top of that , she was a little ugly irl. I remember seeing her Snapchat bio , and she was close friends with my female cousin ( a year younger than me) , who I happened to experiment sexually with when I was 10-11 years old. I remember going to work later that day and having sort of a lightbulb flick thought ( it wasn’t a good thought though) , what if my cousin told her about what happened when we were younger? So I started to kind of panic and immediately distanced myself from that girl. I also experimented sexually with one of my female friends when I was 10-11 , and from that day onwards, I’ve been pretty much living in paranoia and a little bit of guilt about someone finding out and my life being ruined . On top of that, It’s gotten worse to now sometimes I wonder if a girl I added off of quick add ( Snapchat) is underage even if they told me they were 18+ or had 18 and above in their bio, and I get so much guilt and anxiety about that. I even had a quick thought last February on what if I did something inappropriate with my younger cousin when I was 15-16 but I just can’t exactly remember when it happened , and it still eats me alive when I think about it, because I don’t know if it happened or not. I’m sorry for the long vent, I just wish I felt normal again. No matter how much I try to do things that old me used to do, life always feels “ off”. I always kept the top part about when I was younger a secret up until early (ish ) 2024, then I vented to one of my best friends and he told me that that’s a normal thing to do at a young age. Since then, I have told multiple friends and they all say they did similar stuff, but my brain just can’t accept that. Please help me, I quite literally overthink everything nowadays. 2021 was the last full year that I felt normal ( coincidentally, the best year of my life so far) . It’s not just about sexual related things either, sometimes I’ll wonder if I messed up something at work or hit a car while driving/hit someone and drove off. I just wanna live my life how I was supposed to live it after highschool ( carefree and happy) before whatever it is ( I think it’s ocd) hit me unexpectedly. Thanks to anyone who read this , I just needed to pour it out regardless of how negative I felt typing this, I hope someone can relate , because I feel so alone in my head at times.
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- 21w
TW warning: ZOCD, real events, and animal neglect. I feel like if I'm nice to animals or think about having a pet in the future I'm being a hypocrite, one of the things i saw at 10-12 years old because of my porn addiction and exposure were horrible videos involving animals, and i had a kitten at 9 years old, i didn't know the responsibility of having a pet, yet i loved my cat very much and when we couldn't take it to the vet because we didn't have money, it came back with wounds, bleeding, i cried a lot and i regretted so much having been so inconsiderate and dumb to ask for a cat when we didn't have money or the appropiate place to keep it safe. My parents refused to take him to the vet or a shelter, and one day it ran away from home and never came back. I feel like i'll never be able to interact normally or have a pet without being a hypocrite. I'm horrible
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