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That cat probably can't even remember what happened. They're more focused on hunting mice or eating food and sleeping. Obviously it's wrong to do that to animals but you won't do it again so it's fine. Probably scared the cat in the moment but the only one suffering from post traumatic stress is you. Forgive yourself, you gotta live with yourself for eternity. God forgives all who seek forgiveness. Even the worst of people and there are people out there who have done far sicker things than this one mistake of yours.
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If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. “I, even I, am he who blots out your transgressions, for my own sake, and remembers your sins no more. Listen dear..every and each one of us has a secret story than no one knows about that might be way way worse and more bothering than yours.. david the prophet and the one who was selected by god to be the king of Israel ..he sinned! He killed! But when he felt bad about it and asked for forgiveness he returned the great king of Israel Please don’t ever feel down or less than anyone because everyone has his own terrible secret mistakes and because you are good/better than anyone in the eyes of god May god help you to overcome your thoughts...please forgive your delf as god forgives you an god will always forgive no matter what anyone have done I love you
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Sorry for my English?
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Hey, everyone makes mistakes. Yours might have been a bad one, but it's still a mistake. You regret it! That's good. And God forgave you before you even did it, because He loves you and doesn't want you to be hurt. Forgive yourself, learn from everything - and whatever you do, don't obsess about it!!
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Actually, I have a similar story from when I was a child. And I have a really hard time getting over it
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I relate to this, i disrespected my older sister when I was a Kid and only actually I've started to overthink about it, I am also christian too and thought about suicide too
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I guess it's human nature to act impulsively and kinda stupid at some times. God loves ppl who redeem themselves, it's how he tests our faith in him. If we as humans are capable of forgiving you, I'm sure god the most merciful is too. And so should you! free your soul from this burden.
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Also when i made this mistake i was quite young and had no idea it would put me in such a bad mindset in the future. I didn't know there was a thing called beastiality or anything like that. Later when i found out about what it was called and stuff, i got really scared bc doing something like that is illegal in most states and i was so young that i didn't know about the consequences.
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Really thanks for your text, I had so much regrets of things I did, sometimes It makes me feel worthless and suicidal... Its so good to read such a beatiful text, thanks
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We all have❤️
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Also, this might not relate to ocd and I'm sorry if i kinda make people mad but i feel like this is a good community of people to get some help from.
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I definitely relate to this in different ways, something that’s helped me get through it is reminding myself (which I’m actually doing right now since I’m thinking about it) is that we’re meant to learn from our experiences and test our boundaries- even the ones that are the most difficult to cope with, and I truly believe that G-d understands that
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This happens when we are kids, we don't know if something we did is bad, just like you said we havent no idea about it
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I think I know what honestly is what caused my OCD. I’ve never told anyone this but I have to if I want help. When I was either 10 or 11, I think 10 I was at my family’s thanksgiving dinner. Around this time I discovered porn and got addicted. I would watch porn and read erotica. Because of this I guess I wanted to experiment. I feel absolutely horrible just thinking about this but I was playing around with my little cousin, he was around 7 I think and I remember we were playing chase or hide and seek, and I grabbed him and hugged him (something I never done before), and got a boner. I did this for pleasure. That’s all I did that was sexual but I feel so horrible. I try to give myself grace as I was only 10 and didn’t know the consequences of something so disgusting. I keep thinking “what if I went farther and hurt him?”. I talk to him sometimes and he seems comfortable with me and I think he doesn’t even remember this ever happened and just thought I hugged him for some reason all those years ago. I am NOT attracted to him at all but I think this incident and remembering it when I was 14 has caused my OCD such as POCD for all these years. I am 18 now but I feel absolutely horrible. And now it’s even worse because I have been invited to his 15th birthday party in Mexico. I’m traveling all the way to another country just to be near him! Obviously I know I won’t touch him or be innopropriate with him. But what if he has felt uncomfortable with me all this time? He seems fine with me and not uncomfortable around me but still. If I feel as if I go to this trip, I am a horrible person. I don’t know what to do. Am I a horrible person for what I did and continuing to be around him? I remember reading Reddit and Quora stories of similar people who felt horrible and people told them to not feel bad as they were only children and they learned and now know that was wrong and that to not tell anyone as it could only make things extremely awkward.Please help. I know COCSA is a very serious topic that harms people and I feel like a horrible perpetrator now.
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tw: nsfw 17f I have a real even ocd from a sexual event with an animal (my cat) from where I was younger. Remembering it ruined my life and made it a living hell. It was bad. It's not one of those innocent events people always assume because I have ocd and then they get all surprised when it was actually bad and sexual. (animal wasn't harmed though) So basically I developed I fear of interacting or even looking at animals after I remembered so I was avoiding my cat like crazy, but then I realized that it's cruel to ignore an animal who wants love and attention, so I forced myself to overcome it kinda. I basically downloaded a habit tracker where I mark when I was able to pet my cat cause while it's triggering I want to give my cat love and I'm trying to pet her everyday So yesterday I was petting the cat. And she was extremely enthusiastic about it. Like she was almost throwing herself on me to get more pets like kinda agressive at this point to get pets. I started thinking how animals go in heat in spring. But she is like sterilized so I wasnt sure its possible for her. Like maybe they are just more active in spring? But what if the pets are somehow sexual for the cat? Then I thought maybe I shouldn't pet her then cause that's wrong. But then I thought like who cares and also then it will be like this the whole spring should I just not touch her the whole spring and ignore her again? I was also tired a bit so I wasn't thinking it all through that much Now I'm freaking out so bad. Like I knew there was a possibility that it was sexual for the cat and still continued petting her I didn't stop. It's so bad. Like I thought its whatever since it's not sexual for me but now I'm freaking out. Like the whole me being a better person and learning on my mistakes after that one earlier event was for nothing if I was able to do something like this I'm freaking out so bad
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