Does anybody else obsess with other people being gay and start thinking that everybody is gay and then think because they do this it makes them gay

I feel you, its so crazy. I dont know where it went and if it will come back but on some days i sliiightly feel it but like it doesnt feel the same, its under a loot of anxiety still. It doesnt feel as natural and genuine as it used too. I litteralt cant imagine how goodn life would be if it came back but inalso cant imagine it coming back. Like im soo different from how i used to be, i forgot what its like to be head over heels over a boy. I cant imagine how it would be to be myself again even tho its all i want

Yes same its crazy like my mind thinks people are gay when thet say they think someone of tbe same sex is pretty and im already like, a sign? just like i treat myself

I literally assume everyone is gay because of their voice or even how they pose in pictures

Yes Ive done this a lot, its not as bad as it used to be but its almost like a gay radar to detect gay people so I can avoid them so people don't think I'm gay or they dont turn me gay. Everyplace you go become a minefield because gay people are everywhere, plus I'm probably labelling people who aren't gay as gay because of some tiny detail stereotype, and I'm definitely missing loads of actual gay people because not every gay person 'looks' or 'sounds' gay

I thought I was the only do you mind telling about what you go through

Yes same its like my mind wants everyone to be gay

I've noticed my mum does it all the time when watching TV. If a celebrity who is gay comes on she has to say 'you know he's gay' or shes a lesbian. If a man on tv she thinks sounds gay or camp, she will say it too. It usually didnt even cross my mind until she said it

Yeaahhhhh i do that most of the time. Thats probably why i don't like to be in public

Its definitely fed into my social anxiety in a big way

I thought i was the only one that did that like I was scared to go to certain places because I was scared that there was gay people and I would freak out

Yes my gf invited me to a gay club once and I declined

I'm scared I might become gay if I see touch or think about the gay person . Absolutely pisses me off fuck them