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im scared
im scared again that it’s not ocd and i actually think like this. i can’t get out of bed
im scared again that it’s not ocd and i actually think like this. i can’t get out of bed
I’m sorry you’re feeling that today, my therapist had recommended the podcast OCD stories by Stuart Ralph, it’s really a great resource when you are feeling overwhelmed. Check it out and it will help 🫶🏼
@Littlemisshiss where can you listen?
@r0s1e I listen on Spotify but any platform you listen to music on or I’m sure on YouTube as well.
I’m so sorry I remember laying in bed doing rituals over and over again it was terrible
I totally feel this today 🤍 you’re not alone
I couldn't go to work today so ive been working and sleeping in my bed all day. I so feel you. Tomorrow I will get out of bed and go to work and have a better day. Sometimes just getting out of bed helps.
@Ryan Mullen thank you:(
@r0s1e I am 43 and have been dealing with this since I was 16. Most days and years Im fine. I have never been to therapy until 2 months ago. I would suggest getting control now. Even if you dont you can still live a happy life. I have but it can be better.
@Ryan Mullen thank you so much🫶🏼
Feeling the same way. It feels so real:/
@Anon:> I hope you feel better, it helps when you do self care
@Anon:> i hope you do too:(
same. I hate when my brain does this. because I KNOW that it’s ocd but it gets so meta and I start losing my shit obsessing over the thought of me using ocd as an excuse of being a bad person or just making it up
i’m so scared im going to lose control and end up locked up or something. this is so exhausting!! i worry that what i have isn’t OCD and that im genuinely insane and im gonna end up in big trouble or that the urges i have are going to actually happen. i dont want to think these things ! i feel like a horrible human being!!
Im so fucking terrified by my own thoughts. Idk how much longer I can go on like this. Just every single thing my brain produces feels either distorted by OCD or like I've literally done the most deplorable thing any person could do. Can't reach out to a specialist because I don't have the money and too scared too share. So scared that it's real
so i start therapy tomorrow. but bro it’s just getting worse and im so scared. like the thoughts are getting more frequent and i genuinely feel evil and i hate it. i keep thinking what if i do it and im scared im eventually gonna. i’m scared i give off a creepy vibe or im lying to myself or others. please tell me is this ocd? do i need to be actually worried? i’m really freaking out
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