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Am I the only one that, when gets disgusted at horrible intrusive thoughts or images feels like I'm faking it or isn't disgusted enough? When I see those intrusive images in my head I feel shaken and like about to cry, like when you see something from the uncanny valley. But then I feel like I'm faking being disgusted at it, and I'm so afraid that I might be secretely liking it. Something like that just happened now and I was triggered so much by it.

Username: ocdhaver_123ocdhaver_123

Date posted: 37w ago

this is an OCD spiral! I have started a support group on intstagram if you would like to be included in it and you feel as this would help you! Or you could dm me privately! @ocdhaver123

Username: Nameless000Nameless000

Date posted: 37w ago

What if I like them? I don't want to like them. But what if I do? Some people become p***s, because they develope a liking to that sick perversion. I only like girls my age and adult women. But what if, what if I'm not who I think I am? What if, presented with a disturbing situation, I develope that perversion? It terrifies me a lot. Because, why are there are so many p*** in Hollywood? In every industry... where they just born like that, how are there so many? Is morality so feeble and a lie to keep us in check because we're actually deep down animals and monsters?

Username: Nameless000Nameless000

Date posted: 37w ago

the thing that scared me is that I entered in my mind in those disgusting unsettling scenarios. I found myself there wondering if I would do something so disgusting like all those monsters did.

Username: You got this:)You got this:)

Date posted: 37w ago

I understand I get cold and shakey and feel sick and my heart pounding disgusted with myself and get choked up! It’s “normal” for us with ocd to feel this way and it’s also normal to feel no way at all! It just depends on how you see things!

Username: Nameless000Nameless000

Date posted: 37w ago

You're right, thanks

Username: SavhatesocdSavhatesocd

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 37w ago

yes yes and yes. im experiencing this

Username: Nameless000Nameless000

Date posted: 37w ago

My fear is that maybe I don't completely reject it even though I can't tolerate it and terrifies me. When my thoughts go there, on the eventuality of horrible inhuman things, like, "what if I like it" "is it really that wrong" and I feel shaken and terrified by those thoughts. I wish I didn't have to confront things like this.

Username: ocdhaver_123ocdhaver_123

Date posted: 37w ago

Yes i suffer with this as well! Very common!

Username: ELO

Date posted: 5y ago

Does anyone else’s intrusive thoughts at times make them ‘feel’ things? Like if you have an intrusive thought about your boyfriend you then begin to feel you don’t want to be with him. And afterward you feel extreme guilt and shame because you do love him so much. I used to call them “fake feelings”

Username: zg23

Date posted: 5y ago

Is this even ocd anymore it feels so real and like I’m in denial.. I’m not seeking reassurance but I just don’t know what to do anymore. I got an intrusive sexual image of me getting a baby’s hand and making it finger me and got the feeling as though I may want to do it.. I feel really guilty and ashamed. I would never do that to a baby the image is weird to me but I don’t know it’s like I get this feeling that I may want to do it I know it’s just a thought but I feel like a weirdo

"Pure" OCD

Username: Fs144

Date posted: 1y ago

Intrusive thoughts

This is really disgusting to even talk about but I been dealing with intrusive sexual thoughts and I get triggered for everything so I avoid the news and all that but my bf was telling me this disturbing story about how someone did something sexual to a dead body and I got an intrusive image of me doing doing that and I always avoid anything bad in the news because of that and I feel so disgusted then it kept getting worse and I got an intrusive thoughts of my bf dead body and I was like wtf why would I get an image of that then my mind started bringing up family member that past away and I’m scared of getting more intrusive thoughts I’m so scared I think something is wrong with me why I’m I thinking like I love my family and bf why I’m I having these disgusting and disturbing thoughts of them or anyone it keeps getting worse I would never even wanna do that or think of that please help

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