- Username
- Ariyah
- Date posted
- 30w ago
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im about to give up. im struggling and nothing helps.i dont wanna be here anymore with these thoughts and fears.
im about to give up. im struggling and nothing helps.i dont wanna be here anymore with these thoughts and fears.
I felt the same way today. OCD sucks, and I probably sound repetitive, but it will get better. It probably won’t be soon, but it will one day. One day, you’ll be able to look back at this and laugh. I hope you feel better soon and you have a good day/night.
@AnonMoon thank you🩷 i hope you have a good day/night aswell . im sorry for venting , I don’t have anyone else to talk about this stuff with haha
Don’t give up
@jnaugle Thank you 🫶🏻
@Ariyah Your welcome
Don’t give up I felt this way before and you know what I got over it went almost two years with no issues recently started back up but you learn to get rid of it fairly quickly after your first one you got this babe!
@You got this:) Thank you 🫶🏻
Hi my name is Ann I'm going through this rn any advice?
I feel like giving up. Idk what to do anymore. All of these intrusive thoughts idk if they are real or not. I wouldn’t ever hurt my daughter but I feel like I can’t be a father or am capable of it anymore. I’m so down and out of it.
I honestly can’t deal with this anymore. I have a 2 year old who needs me, a partner and family who love me. I don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t want to leave my family behind. I just wish there was a magical fucking cure to heal me!! I can’t confess anymore because my partner put up his boundaries. And literally drowning in thoughts. I haven’t stopped obsessing about these things for days on end like the whole time I’m awake, till the moment I fall asleep. I never get a break. I’m tired. I’m exhausted. I’m over living a life that doesn’t even feel like I’m living. I’ll probably just be stuck this way forever so what’s the point… I know that sounds selfish but I can’t help my feelings. I cry every day almost. Had a full on mental breakdown today. Feel so fucking bad. Feel so guilty for these thoughts. I literally have been in the backyard screaming like I’m dying over these thoughts for atleast an hour today. My daughter hears all of this from inside. I’m a terrible mum and a terrible partner and a terrible everything. Everyone would be better off without me.
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