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Please, do not give up! It's hard to believe when we're at rock bottom, but I've been in that dark place, preferring to take my own life than to harm anyone one day. The groinal response also tormented me and I had nightmares every night, but it got worse because I was in a state of hypervigilance of my own body, this only makes it worse and messes up our emotions/sensations. Continue your treatment and don't give up, it will get better!

I have pocd too 24/7 I'm battling Intrusive thoughts, groinal response, compulsions etc. I feel hopeless but I can see I'm not alone

I can relate to this. It feels very very scary. Especially if you’ve always had hopes and dreams of becoming a parent one day.

I know how you feel. This has been one of my themes too.

I know exactly how you feel

Feeling exactly like this. I relate so much, it makes me sick to my stomach, I carry those intrusive thoughts urges and images 24/7, my libido has died, whenever I see a kid I avoid It makes me sick to my stomach, it gets me into panick attack mode and I feel like I just wanna die. The good news is that we are not the only ones experiencing this, I hope it's gonna be okay. I'm the lowest I've ever been in my life.