For a while now i was told that it's mostly intelligent people lose their minds and I don't think I'm necessarily smart but I'm not stupid either and I do think I have somewhat a lot of knowledge on things but now I'm scared because I'm scared the knowledge I have can make me go crazy .
You might wanna have a time out now. Grab a cup of hot drink and sit in your comfortable chair. Take deep breaths. Any sweet memory lane you like to bring your mind to walk down now? You are not alone and you have the power to overcome this difficult moment. Hugs
Breathe. Look around where you are. Describe what you see to yourself. You’ll remember that your thoughts are only thoughts and not tangible reality. Really focusing on the realness of the reality around you will help ❤️🙏🏻
Exactly the sane thing i went throught today!
I think that basically the thought right now is a fear of being alone both physically/literally and philosophically. It feels like an excess of awareness that I am an individual, I am me and only her, always and forever. And who am I? Can I trust myself? Am I 'trapped' inside myself? Anyway, a lot of thoughts about self-worth and identity. Then I get scared of not being able to trust myself, of depending on myself to do things from the most basic like brushing my teeth to, I don't know, working and supporting myself, controlling myself, etc... and then I feel scared of going crazy because I don't think these thoughts are normal and that makes me feel even more alone, even less connected to others.
I feel like im loosing my mind. I feel like i experience derealization or what. I feel confused like very very confused. I cant even think normally. Im just tired. I feel like im loosing myself. Im scared that everyone tells me that i have OCD, but what if this is all true? I dont think and im scared that other so-ocd sufferers dont feel this way as i do. I feel literally, LITERALLY so convinced that this must be true. It feels like i already accepted that this is true. Im done. My brain is broken. I even started to have thoughts like what if i have schizophrenia or dissociative identity disorder. Help me please. Do i have psychosis or what?
Earlier today for about a few hours i spent the whole entire time in my room researching a certain topic and feeling 100% convinced it was true and that it was the real me and i never had ocd. There was convincing evidence too. I was freaking out, crying, etc. i hardly remember what i was thinking, its almost like i blacked out. I keep trying to remember because from what i do remember some of the thoughts kinda bother me. I ended up calming down and snapping back into what i think is reality, and felt completely opposite of what i was thinking just 5 minutes prior. Im so confused, i dont know who i am, i feel like im actually going crazy.
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