- Username
- callistapopp
- Date posted
- 2y ago
Hello! Progress is not linear, especially with OCD. You will definitely face some stumbling blocks along the way. Just because you experience stumbling blocks doesn’t mean you regressed or lost the progress you made. You are NOT back at square one. You just got to pick yourself up and keep fighting! Use the want to feel better again as motivation to continue to do ERP and battle OCD. Since you have started to feel better you know that ERP works and you know what you need to do to get back on track. Let the thoughts come in and do whatever they want. Try not to analyze them or push them away. Just let them be there. I hope you feel better!
thank you so much!! this helps me feel motivation to keep working to get better!
Healing is not linear. As long as you are doing something your are moving forward. Not staying the same, not backwards, but forward! You got this! Keep up the work! May brighter days be ahead for you. Also look at what you said... you handled a stressful month! You did that! Lastly I would just remind you to also plan some time for self care to help reduce some stress... It could be anything... Even just 5 minutes in your car belting out your favorite song lol . Good luck to you. Keep pressing onward!
Thank you so much!! i’m so grateful for your helpful words :)
I feel like im back at square one. Ive made a lot of progress the past few months, going from house bound to going out almost every day. I did probably a hundred exposures. I even went to a hospital which was huge because just the thought of it made me sick to my stomach. But now im falling into depression again, my anxiety is through the rough, i have dark thoughts again (dont want to act on them in fact they scare me). Im so scared of falling into the black hole of depression and losing everything i worked so hard to get. I really dont know why this is happening. I feel like maybe im not trying at all anymore and something is seriously wrong with me. I keep imagining that ill end up in a deep depression again and do something to myself even tho i dont want to at all. But the anxiety is extremely exhausting
I had achieved "conqueror" but just like that it HIT me like a slap in the face. Anxiety. And thoughts about hurting myself so i wouldnt be a burden popped up along with ALOT of others. Images... should i say ... its crazy i dont like sharing that bc i feel like people are quick to jump and think i would actually hurt myself which makes my ocd worse. But in reality. i WOULD NEVER hurt myself. Idk if im making sense. But man its harddd to feel like im back at square one.
Hey all, just looking for some words of encouragement. I’ve been doing well with my OCD but I’ve had a trigger last weekend and have been sinking ever since. I had an awful night with almost no sleep and that’s just making me more anxious. I have a huge work thing next that I have no idea how I cope with without improving which as I’m sure you can imagine is adding to the pressure too. Thanks for reading, I’m sorry others are struggling with this it’s awful but it does help to know I’m not the only one.
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