erika.alexx
- Date posted
- 1y
i hate myself
i hate myself so much and i wish i was different. i know why people don't like me. i wish i could just change everything about myself. i should just leave everyone alone.
ErickPhamErickPham
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- 1y
a wise man once said if you live life without any enemies, you must be doing something wrong. Knowing why people hate you doesnt change anything. You can be the nicest person on earth and someone will find a way to hate you as much. Be free
erika.alexxerika.alexx
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- 1y
@ErickPham but im not the nicest person on earth, im such a shitty person
ak80ak80
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- 1y
Jesus loves you for you. There is nothing you need to change for people all you do is love them. If they don’t like you thats their problem :)
VGHVGH
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
Struggling with OCD is hard work, be kind to yourself. As you practice allowing uncertainty and doing value driven behaviors, you will start to feel better. It’s important that you realize OCD brings with it many feelings, including how you feel about yourself. However, these feelings are being driven by your OCD and they are not true. This may help https://www.treatmyocd.com/blog/the-importance-of-self-compassion-when-you-have-ocd. Take care.
Chamomile_TealeafChamomile_Te...
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 1y
I often think this too. I don’t care if anyone hates me, as OCD has caused me to be bitter and I already dislike everyone until they’re proven they’re likable (ik. Not healthy) but I wish my brain was different too. I constantly wonder why me and try my hardest to stay positive and not let OCD take over. I think you should start slowly teaching yourself self compassion. Do things you like, if you find yourself beating yourself up about something, try saying to yourself “hey it’s ok”. Little by little
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