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Hello. I’m 18 and I feel you on the not knowing what do with my life, I graduated High School this year. This years been pretty shit on my mental health and when my obsessive thoughts get really bad It feels as if I don’t believe I can handle a longer future if ocd follows as I grow up ? If that makes any sense. So I’m also annoyed and angry. I feel like you’re gonna have to work on building up yourself esteem and gaining trust again. I’m sorry about your childhood. If you want to talk, I'm here; we can trade IGs.

I struggle with anger too ,and it has affected me with being with my gf I can’t tell you how or when it will get better cause I’m in a situation right now because of something I said because I hurt her feelings , but with that being said we are all human we have our demons ,and we have our struggles but as long as you can say to yourself or you know that you wanna get better then to me that’s all that matters just know at the end of the day you are not alone , and what you’re feeling is completely valid. Anger is a good thing because it protects us ,and we all need protection , but it’s just how you use it if that makes sense

I can relate to not having friends. I'm also socially awkward and weird as fuck. I mostly binge watch shows on Netflix and watch stand up. Comedians are good at making fun of themselves and a lot of the time it resonates. I hope something changes for u and that you get some real ppl in your life. Shit I wish that for both of us.