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Alone
I hate this I feel so sad and I’m not having a good day
I hate this I feel so sad and I’m not having a good day
I’m sorry friend. I know this day can be difficult for some
I feel that
I’m really sorry, friend. I hope your day surprises you by the end. If not, you have people here thinking of you still.
Aww Brynnie! Hugs 🫂 ❤️❤️❤️❤️
❤️We are all connected. We all share in these feelings, and maybe in an hour or so you will have a different perspective. We are ever changing, and there really isn’t good and bad. Try not to label this day, that is limiting yourself and the possibilities of this day. “I’m temporarily feeling sad.” That is true. It’s ok. To “hate” the feeling of sadness is to say it’s not normal or wrong. Allow some sadness, that’s what makes us human and it awakens us to needed change. It’s overwhelming to have OCD. Overwhelming as well for people who don’t have OCD, they have problems too. It is tiresome and uncomfortable yes, but we are ever changing. Let us know how you are doing later on. I understand you though, and curious to hear your perspective once you’ve let yourself be sad. It’s okay.❤️
@AnonymousROCK Thank you I appreciate it 💕❤️😊 T
Thank you everyone 😊
I’m feeling kind of sad cause today was not a really good day in terms of my ocd. I was feeling kind of foggy/numb and that send me to spiraling. I’m 21 years old currently studying but my family has been having trouble with money for the last couple years(we’re just me and my mom) and I kinda want to get a job but everything is far from my home and I wouldn’t be able to return back at night, also it’s either way more expensive to move or the schedule wouldn’t let me take my classes. The point is that because of that every time my mom is stress tends to treat me bad, she speaks to me like I’m stupid or she just screams to nothing cursing all life and everything and that actually makes me feel soo bad and guilty for not doing anything, I know it’s hard for me to get a job that actually helps us without quitting school but that doesn’t stop me from feeling like I’m a burden. I want to help, I want to maybe hug her or something but I know she will be angrier and probably will reject it. So that’s it, I just feel like she punishes me for the stress she’s carrying and I get it but one day is happy and it feels like all love and the next is treating me like that, Idk it’s hard (also I feel like I shouldn’t be saying this cause it’s all my fault) 🫤
Idk if im the only one but I've literally just been holed up in my bedroom for the past 3 months and have barely gone out especially in the last 2. I'm too scared to leave and interact with people normally because I feel like a criminal and like someone who doesn't deserve to be around others. But in the same breath, I'm starting to hate my bedroom. It just feels like all my negative emotions are being bottled up and stored in here. I keep telling myself I should go out and take a walk and maybe it will feel better to just be out in the fresh air. But also don't want to because I'm quite lethargic on top of not eating that much either. Just feeling... stuck.
Currently having a mental breakdown as I have to get on a plane by myself for the first time. It just feels like since I’ll be alone everything will go wrong and I don’t want that. All of the flights I’ve been on have been mostly smooth. It’s a short flight but I just can’t get the imagine of me dying alone out of my head. I’ll go a couple hours being fine about it to freaking out. Also, a side from safety I just hate being up in the air with no where to go. I genuinely can’t comprehend it and now I have to do it by myself.
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