Fuck! I'm craving for reassurance rn but hell naw hahahahahaha I need to stick to the plan. It's like I'm addicted to cigarette. Thought keeps bombarding me.

I LOVE dabbing they are the only thing that can make me fall asleep in minutes. Better than any sleeping pills I had both OTC and prescribed! Ambien and other sleep meds I had prescribed made my nightmares worse but weed makes them go away almost entirely and lets me sleep through the night way better, especially with melatonin

No, I'm only here to release some pressure and keep this app positive. I want to face my fear without any reassurance or any other coping mechanism. I disabled my google and FB. I'm trying to trigger my thoughts without fighting it.

I always wonder how did I eradicate my contamination. I'm always afraid that I might have HIV but its all gone now. But HOCD is extremely hard to kill since I can't really Identify the root. Well, I need to continue living without reassurance for 1month.

how old are you btw?

i really enjoy smoking weed. i used to smoke almost 4-6 times a day because i just really like how it calms me down but i would just be careful because there are lots of fake carts going around filled with pesticides and other bad things so i would make sure you find someone you trust to get it. but personally i think you should smoke actual bud because it’s so much better and just cleaner and a better high in my opinion. but also i would be careful because it does make you paranoid in some cases but me personally, i’ve never had a bad high and that’s why i’ve just stuck with it

^same for me, the carts also don’t really work as well as dabs or pure bud does

Find reassurance in that you are not alone, ocd is real and you are fighting the battle. As long as you do not give up, you are not alone! Especially with this platform. Maybe try to seek advice/coping mechanisms rather than reassurance as this app is reassurance itself knowing your condition is very real, for you as well as others.

That is kind of what I meant, just that individual thoughts don’t always need reassurance.

I feel similar about AIDS/HIV, one summer it was over a 100 degrees Fahrenheit and I got a milk jug stuck underneath my car. I pulled over to get it out and got back in the car, once I did I realized my hand was weird smelling. I panicked, had a full blown panic attack for two hours, because I thought I was vomit in the jug, no spoiled milk from the heat. Until I finally got to speak to my doctor over the phone, I thought I was at risk for getting or already had gotten HIV or AIDS. I am much less sensitive now, but I can’t pinpoint a reason why

Should I smoke weed?

Since my thoughts are much stronger. And I like to experience it without coping mechanism.

Is it legal in your country/state? In some ways in can increase anxiety, it is different for everyone. It does help me, but I would not recommend any medication without speaking to a doctor first.

Its illegal but I have tons of sources. FBI OPEN UP! HAHAHAAH

Lol, it might be worth a shot but make sure you are responsible and do not become dependent on it. Just because it is not physically addictive does not mean your mental health would not come to depend on it. Make sure you are safe and responsible if you choose to do so

I read that as legal so maybe not worth a shot in legal terms haha, be extra careful in that regards I think

for sure. dabs really mess me up hahaha

omg YESSS exactly. once i take a dab it’s lights out hahahah. i really enjoy indica bud because it makes me feel so so so relaxed and i just love it.

Yes me too! I always get super indica heavy hybrids if I can’t get a pure indica. Sativa gives me anxiety mode of the time when I smoke pure sativa, not so much in hybrids as long it’s not sativa dominant