- Username
- getbetter33
- Date posted
- 46w ago
this sucks
i hate ocd i hate the control it has i hate the inability to distinguish real from fake i hate the immense guilt i hate it feeling like a horrible person
- Username
- AnonymousAnonymous
- Date posted
- 46w ago
I get it
- Username
- Dakari PDakari P
- Date posted
- 46w ago
It’s nothing short of hell
- Username
- scotty2hottyscotty2hotty
- Date posted
- 46w ago
Sounds like you are letting your ocd win. Remember, it can NEVER make you do anything you don't want to do. You do compulsions because you want to. Ocd might whisper in your ear and and highly suggest you do them but in the end it can't make you do anything. It's impossible. Ocd has NO control.
- Username
- OCDewewewOCDewewew
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 46w ago
People don’t understand this. They say to “trust your gut” and “you know what you feel” but you can’t and you don’t. You truly don’t have a gut or intuition. You don’t know what’s real feelings and what’s fake. You don’t know what thoughts are real and what are fake. And I think that’s the hardest part. Ocd convinces you that you are the worst version of yourself. It’s a 24/7 internal bully that you can’t turn off.
- Username
- scutodragonscutodragon
- Date posted
- 46w ago
Maybe death is the cure I have white hair at 17 because of this disorder I’ve reached my limit with life and want to end it for good
- Username
- AshleyWilliams45AshleyWillia...
- Date posted
- 46w ago
i totally hear you, this illness puts us on a rollercoaster of such overpowering emotions 😔 it's tough dealing with that guilt and feeling out of control, and i want you to know you're not alone in this, we're all in this messy struggle together. have you heard of "unstuck" (unstuckmyocd.com/try)? it's an ai therapy tool specifically for ocd, kinda like our own virtual guide. this past month, it's been really helping me navigate through my ocd and it might be worth a shot for you too 👍 another dude in the forum pointed me towards it, and i just wish i knew about it sooner!
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- bugboy
- Date posted
- 3y ago
so exhausted. so sick of these thoughts. i just wake up everyday feeling like l am inherently evil and inherently bad. l dont want to harm others l would never want to... but my brain tells me l do and my brain tells me l even get PLEASURE from the thought. l am exhausted. sometimes the obsessions get so bad that no compulsion can help. compulsions sometimes help to wipe away these thoughts. l almost wish l could develop one for my harmOCD. l cant do this anymore. l need someone to tell me it isnt real. l am so sick of people on the internet thinking that OCD is fun in anyway. That intrusive thoughts are fun and silly. People even make TRENDS out of intrusive thoughts. Everyone has intrusive thoughts sometimes. Everyone. This disorder can make you completely convince yourself that not only are you capable of doing horrible things but it gives you false memories that you have already done them. Makes you feel like you are in psychosis and have no control. l wish it was fun. l am so tired.
- Username
- hope
- Date posted
- 3y ago
i hate this guilt!!! why do i have to have guilt!!! i hate p*dos! i think they’re evil and disgusting! my pocd is trying to convince me i am one of them and i should be dead or in jail😭i hate this so much, i have no desire to ever ever hurt a child, i think it’s the most evil thing you can do. so why is my brain trying to convince me i am that? why do i have to suffer every single day with intrusive thoughts and guilt when i know who i am inside, it’s just the random intrusive images and thoughts that are the problem :( the last few weeks have been extra difficult, i’ve been feeling just depressed and like i should end it all because of this guilt. i hate feeling like this.
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- Idk
- Date posted
- 2y ago
Does ocd ever really make you believe that deep deep down it’s all true and real? I hate that damn feeling. You just can’t trust your thinking.
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