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- 1y ago
Can’t handle this pain
There’s some days where I literally feel so alone. I can’t handle this anxiety and shame anymore
There’s some days where I literally feel so alone. I can’t handle this anxiety and shame anymore
I understand and am with you ❤️
I relate the shame and anxiety is the worst! But we can get through anything ocd can throw at us remember ocd is a punk a bully and will go away try and welcome the thoughts I know it’s hard but will take the power out eventually stay strong!!🙏🏻
Hang in there! This to shall pass. Connect with others. Go for walks. Please know you are seen. Some days are hard but it will get better. There is hope!
I hear you. The pain and suffering can be so excruciating sometimes. The good news is, emotions are temporary so you won’t be in this state forever. They’ll become quieter over time and you’ll find peace again. You got this 💖
Thank you everyone ❤️ I appreciate all of the support and advice
I struggle with loneliness as well. Even though I have people around me, Sometimes I get so lonely and it gets so overwhelming it’s unbearable.
Are you getting therapy help??
Does anyone else experience this lingering fear and anxiety because they think they’re capable of hurting someone? It’s killing me. I feel like I’m such a danger. I feel like I’m a predator. I feel like this awful person and I can’t shake it. I want to carry on with my day but I can’t. I don’t feel like I deserve it. I feel like I’ve done awful things. I can’t stop crying.
I want to go do something I enjoy so badly but I feel like I don’t deserve it. I’m full of guilt, shame, and anxiety. I wish I felt okay like I did a few days ago. I feel so awful right now. I hate OCD. I HATE pocd. I hate all of it. I wish this was easier. Sometimes I have the thought that I wish I was the things my OCD makes me afraid I am out of desperation to stop the anxiety, but then that thought makes me panic bc I don’t actually mean that or want that I just want the anxiety and urgency in the compulsions to stop. I’m so tired
At this point I think I’m just tired. Took me a massive amount of strength to even type this. I’ve never had it this bad with anxiety depression and OCD. Firstly, how do you guys handle the trauma that comes with OCD. I recently realized Ive traumatized by own mind. I think this contributes to depression. Also, the thoughts frequency have gotten so high. It just literally jams its self in my brain. Before, I had some sort of control (at least a grip) but this days it’s so hard to try to get a grip. The unwanted feelings too? Omg, reactions that I literally can’t stand plagues me. My mind turns almost everything sexual. It’s crazy 🙃 Then the anxietyyyyyy! Wheew. I’m like a walking anxiety attack, my heart is always beating fast and it’s so painful. Working is so hard because I can’t get a grip, I feel so broken and I don’t think anyone can relate to this. I don’t know what I can do to help. Then the pressure in my head (that causes headache sometimes), sometimes I genuinely think I have a tumor! I’m pregnant so that makes it sadder, makes me wonder what kind of mother this beautiful soul is coming out here to meet. I don’t want to be a sad mother, and I cry more when I realize my child can feel what I feel rn in my belly😔. Another thing, the moment I don’t wanna do something, doesn’t even have to be anything bad. That’s when it feels my mind wants to force me to do it. It’s a whole lot and I’m just holding on to Jesus to help me out. At least he’s here so that’s comforting.
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