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- 1y ago
Can’t handle this pain
There’s some days where I literally feel so alone. I can’t handle this anxiety and shame anymore
There’s some days where I literally feel so alone. I can’t handle this anxiety and shame anymore
I understand and am with you ❤️
I relate the shame and anxiety is the worst! But we can get through anything ocd can throw at us remember ocd is a punk a bully and will go away try and welcome the thoughts I know it’s hard but will take the power out eventually stay strong!!🙏🏻
Hang in there! This to shall pass. Connect with others. Go for walks. Please know you are seen. Some days are hard but it will get better. There is hope!
I hear you. The pain and suffering can be so excruciating sometimes. The good news is, emotions are temporary so you won’t be in this state forever. They’ll become quieter over time and you’ll find peace again. You got this 💖
Thank you everyone ❤️ I appreciate all of the support and advice
I struggle with loneliness as well. Even though I have people around me, Sometimes I get so lonely and it gets so overwhelming it’s unbearable.
Are you getting therapy help??
I struggle with self harm and depression. I told my doctor a week ago that I have suicidal thoughts and she put me on an anxiety/depression med and she said it could make things better or worse. I have noticed I barely eat anything anymore and I started to self harm more. I go through my day struggling and I’ve lost my friends and I stay in my room 24/7. I don’t feel like doing anything anymore. People say “oh it’ll get better” or “you’ll overcome it” or “don’t worry it’ll be okay” but guess what it’s not true. I feel like no one gets me or no one will listen to me. No one understands the pain I go through every second of the day trying my hardest to put on a fake smile. I can’t do it anymore. I want it to stop.
Does anyone else experience this lingering fear and anxiety because they think they’re capable of hurting someone? It’s killing me. I feel like I’m such a danger. I feel like I’m a predator. I feel like this awful person and I can’t shake it. I want to carry on with my day but I can’t. I don’t feel like I deserve it. I feel like I’ve done awful things. I can’t stop crying.
as the title says. i am trying, i really am but i cant help but think that i have been gay this whole time. it feels like i can never be happy again unless i come out. i cant do it anymore. everyday is hard. there are not easy days. i just want to love my partner and i cant. i look at him and i get this wave of anxiety and guilt. why can i just be me again? i miss the days there this was just a past thing. i feel alone and i feel stuck like this forever. my heart hurts all the time. i am trying to sit with uncertainty but i cant because it feels certain and that i know i am gay but i dont want to be. its really really sad. i hate my life and i need it to end. bye.
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