j_hope_c
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- 3y ago
Jeffrey Jeffrey
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y ago
What’s going on ?
j_hope_cj_hope_c
- Date posted
- 3y ago
I just feel so alone. I feel like I’m never going to be able to live a normal life because this stupid fear will always be lingering in the back of my mind. Deep down I know I am not a P but sometimes it feels so real and I feel disgusted with myself. Even when it does get a little better it only takes one thought to put me right back where I started. I’m a 20 young woman and I’ve been struggling with this fear and other fears on and off since I was 11 and I’m just tired :( sorry I just needed to rant. Thanks for listening
Jeffrey Jeffrey
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y ago
@jhopeb No apology necessary. I have had ocd for many years abd have had this theme. It is hard but if you can do erp it gets so much better. There are also sexual content support groups offered by NOCD. They are freee and they will let you know that you are not alone. All ocd is a false alarm. Nothing more. I tell my ocd okay whatever. I don’t care. I’ll deal with it when there is an issue. It’s not easy but it works. Are you in therapy ?
j_hope_cj_hope_c
- Date posted
- 3y ago
@Jeffrey I was doing therapy on NOCD this summer and I started to feel better, but now the thoughts are coming back :( but thank you for commenting. It’s good to know that I’m not alone in all of this.
Jeffrey Jeffrey
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- Date posted
- 3y ago
I am at work but can chat through the app.
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