- Date posted
- 197d ago
- "Pure" OCD
- Somatic OCD
Triggered by my blurred, strained & sore eyes
So I’ve been crying almost by the hour since last Saturday and now I feel this huge congestion and eyes are strained (especially when looking at a screen). I’m obsessing that I have a brain tumor now that’s affecting my eye sight. I was hospitalized last Saturday for low platelets and I’ve been paralyzed, traumatized to the point where I can barely eat, have lost weight, and now I’m just hyper aware of the next thing that is going to happen. Avoiding looking at my body for new bruises (which is why I went to the hospital in the first place). Everyone has been telling me I’ll be ok (including hospital staff and doctors) and that I don’t have cancer (because my white and red blood cells were good and so were the rest of results except for iron related stuff) but I keep on panicking.