'Deep down you know

Yes I don't know and it feels like I just don't know how to express these thoughts and feelings I'm truly lost 😔

I feel this. I was never attracted to men as a teenager and I just started having random false attractions pop up one day and I just started worrying about it.

Mine started when I was 23......now its like I want it. I find women disgusting I hate myself most of the time I don't recognise myself and feel absent from what's going on around me im nearly 40 by the way

@Ihateocd83 I'm 27 right now and I have a porn addiction. I'm doing nofap to stop watching porn. I want my attraction to come back

@Ihateocd83 Same man im 23 and it started from a porn image while high

@Sp1999 You wouldn't believe the stuff I say in my head....

@Ihateocd83 Trust me I probably would all types of shi goes through my head and my mind agrees with everything that has to do with a guy and I dont

@Ihateocd83 How do u live with this so many years? Do u have therapy ?

@polishgirl To be honest I do not know. I've got counselling. I'm a waiting list. I've had therapy but I'm still suffering

@Ihateocd83 Do u have a girlfriend or wife?

@polishgirl I did have a girlfriend

@Ihateocd83 And your therapists said to u it’s ocd?

@Ihateocd83 I have it 2 years, I am 28 right now and it changed my life so much… I am a different person. Being with men feel so foreign. I don’t know if it’s possible to recover from this … :-( and be like I was before

@polishgirl I know exactly what you mean

@Ihateocd83 Do u like to talk?

@polishgirl Yeah sure

@Ihateocd83 Do u have Discord?

@polishgirl Sorry I don't know what that is ??

I feel you... It's so hard... And it likes no one understands..

I feel you, this sentence really scares me too. But I think sentences like this are really not applicable or relevant when someone has OCD... I know it feels uncomfortable and I always try to figure out, whether the thoughts I have are true or false. I guess the best way to deal with it is to accept that it may be true, or it may not. And obsessing over it won't help find the answer anyway, it will just make things more stressful

@goldenfangirl I’m wondering if you could help me. I feel this post kinda relates to my most recent post. Would you be able to have a look?