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Going through these things and also having to work is so so hard.
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I felt similar to this last week. My OCD flared up due to other stressful circumstances in my life and it lead to a panic attack. Please go easy on yourself, and take a deep breath. You can get through this. We’re all struggling to resist OCD thoughts.
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Hey! It'll be okay, I have been where you have been (also panicking in the toilet at work). All I can say is what you need to do right now is to get through the next few moments, take 5 minutes to just focus on your breath. Drink some water. Focus on your breath some more. Those simple things will help ground you (obviously won't stop the OCD) but itll get your heart rate down. If you're able- maybe finish work earlier today. Are you in therapy ? Things will get better, I'm sorry you're struggling.
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Lol...I have them all the time. My therapist just tells me to put a pin in it for when I have time to deal with it and usually by the time I've dealt with work and other boring things, I've forgotten abt the crisis.
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I wish I could have forgotten about the thoughts bombarding me. There are moments where I’m distracted but the almost always are remembered.
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I know the feeling. I just try to remember my values and take it 10 mins at a time.
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Okay thank you , I’m trying to keep busy. I feel like my thoughts and mind are trying to detach and go outside of my body. I can’t really describe it. My existential ocd is all about being scared of my own existence which makes NO sense at all. It’s triggering my harm / suicidal ocd bad. Like .... how the heck am I supposed to feel better when my freaking brain is always upset about being alive ??
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We got to stop worrying about our thoughts it’s easier said that done but if we can learn to just let them come and go like any other thought we’d be in a much better place
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Please be careful with self-harm/suicide OCD. Please reach out to suicide prevention resources if you feel the need to.
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- 25w
Something I haven’t shared on here is that when I get anxious and my OCD is really bad, I end up spending a lot of time in the bathroom. My family isn’t supportive when it comes to mental health, and I don’t have any privacy at home. So, when I realize my butt is numb for the I don’t even know how many times today, I know I’m not doing okay. :( All my panic attacks happen in the bathroom. Even when I’m out shopping or doing something, I run to the bathroom. It’s like I have an emotional support toilet instead of a support system. I’m crying, feeling so anxious, and I can’t stop doing compulsions that I thought I had gotten past more than a month ago. My streaks are broken, and I feel broken. I want to get out of this bathroom, be normal, and be productive, but I just can’t. I can’t stop crying, and I can’t even breathe properly. I didn’t even realize what time it is, the day is nearly over and I’m still in here :(
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- 22w
I know I am going a bit cuckoo because my period is coming up, but lately it feels like every intrusive thought I have, I *like* it. Like I genuinely feel like I like it, and then I immediately panic because I start checking. Mentally, emotionally, whatever it is. And I know that is a compulsion. I *know* that. But it feels so real that I cannot stop myself. Every single time I check, it still feels like I like the thought, and it is driving me absolutely insane. It is especially the POCD thoughts. They feel so real. I feel like something is going on mentally, like some kind of confusion or glitch, because I swear I was not like this before. I would have intrusive thoughts, and they would feel real, but not *this* real. And I do not even know if this is normal. I know OCD is **supposed** to feel convincing. That is the whole thing. But I have never experienced it to this extreme. I have never gotten the same thought so many times and still felt like, “Oh my God, I did enjoy it,” even after checking a million times. It is like no matter how many times I check, it feels like I liked it. Especially during intimacy :( and it is making me lose it. Then I start thinking, “Well, I am in distress, so maybe that is proof it is not actually me.” But right after, I am like, “What if I am only panicking because I care about what society thinks and not because I actually have morals?” And then I spiral again, wondering if maybe I just care about how I am seen rather than who I am. I am panicking so much no today. I had to take my Xanax today for the first time in two months, and I needed three separate doses. I really need some support right now.
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I don’t know what crack my hormones are on this week but I’ve had like 4 different panic attacks at work today. I sometimes think it’s so silly that I was diagnosed with panic disorder until this starts to happen every 4 weeks. Panic attack followed by panic attacks all day for days. I feel like I’m going insane. I’m scared I’ll get reprimanded for staying in the bathroom for so long but I can’t have a panic attack out there in front of everyone :( I feel so scared ugh
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